Friday, January 7, 2011 1:45 PM
I miss him. :(
Bi went for NS on tuesday. he told me there were very few chinese. :( i hope he will be ok there. i am going to pray hard everyday that nothing happens to him. :) his dad wrote a letter so he wouldn't have to participate in the swimming activities. i am so not used to not talking to him every day. i promised him i would be a good girl for 3 months waiting for him to come back. :) college is starting next monday. feels so scary. it's like a whole new chapter of my life. i want him to be here but i cant be so selfish. :) bi told me he didnt wan to be there. that really made me sad. sounded like it was very hard. i miss him a lot. might be going to visit pammy this sunday. :) jialing asked me to go. not sure if my mum will allow. i asked his bro would they be visiting him and he told me they planning to visit him next week. and he told me will bring me along. i feel so troublesome for tagging along on a family visit. still contemplating should i go or not. but his bro said is bi ask him bring me go. it's going to be so weird being with his family without him.
registered as a student at Sunway University on christmas eve. :) got the offer letter. then daddy dropped me at pyramid to so called meet my friends. walked around for 4 hours alone because bi went to see his future. the person says he cant drive. all fortune tellers say the same thing. so unbelievable. bi drove to pyramid although he knew it was going to be super jam. reason was because i wanted him to fetch me home. he was really nervous about driving out. i think he did ok. :) watched Just Call Me Nobody with bi, jialing, pammy, kaixiang and wengsoong. :) the little kid is so cute. :D ate dinner with his family again because bi was lazy to drive me home. so went to his house and his parents brought us out. so awkward la eating dinner with his family. his younger brother is ok cause i have known him for quite a while.
New Year Countdown. :) i know this will sound weird but this is the first time i went for a countdown. bi got mad at me when i asked him if he was joining his classmates for the countdown. he forgot we had plans with kaixiang and yee er. he thought it was just the two of us. what a blur boyfriend. :) went to pyramid around 11. then bi came to fetch me to his house. :) that was the first time i had to eat lunch with his older brother and his girlfriend. so awkward la. normally when i went to his house i only eat lunch with him and his younger brother. his mum fetched us to pyramid around 5.30 as she wanted to watch the 6pm show. :) met up with his friends and they started playing snooker. we had dinner at a weird shop. i cant really remember the name. :P intended to watch movies after dinner but no tickets. :( then bi and all the guys went with cheehou to get spray from his friend at some shop opposite sunway. that left me with linghui and suann. they are quite ok, quite fun to talk to. :) shinyi came around 10 and we went to find bi. the countdown was at the rooftop. :) when i got home i only realized i used less than 10 that day. bi payed for alomst everything.
last outing with my baby before he went for ns. bi came to my house to fetch me. :) he was scared he would get lost. but he reached way earlier than i expected. went sunway to have lunch. bi damn cute la parking that time. :) he is so going to be my driver after this. :) after lunch went back to his house cause bi didnt want to drive to dinner. his dad dropped us off at sunway around 4 and we waited for his friends. this was a dinner for him and those that worked with him but bi asked me to go. quite fun la when we were eating steamboat. :) spent the whole day with him. :)
i miss him a lot. :(