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Monday, April 7, 2008 10:07 PM
Something New
Well…
Woke up damn early today…
Went
Traffic jam when we were nearing the cemetery…
I slept the whole journey…
Tired ma… =)
We reached about 7…
We actually reached earlier than my other relatives…
We were looking at the gravestone…
Not sure did I use the wrong word…
My grandfather passed away 5 years before my brother was born…
He bought this piece of land when his best friend died…
So the gravestone only had two of my older cousin’s name…
Then my grandmother passed away bout 3 years ago…
Those people that came to do something…
I don’t know what…
They asked me to write down my name…
My bro n my form 5 cousin’s too…
When we went to bury my grandmother’s body,
I noticed the gravestone was different…
Her name was now in gold…
Meaning she has passed away…
They carved my name, my bro’s n my cousin’s name onto it…
Mayb cox our surname is Liew…
Don’t worry…
I’m not dead…
They carved it at the side…
Well…
As everyone knows,
My Chinese name is damn freaking hard to write…
It has so many strokes,
For god’s sake!
I myself dint know how to write my own name until I was in standard 3…
I know that’s all crap…
I’m getting to the point soon…
As I said,
We reached so much earlier than the others…
My bro was looking at the gravestone…
He commented that my name was the most particular…
It had so many strokes that the person couldn’t possibly carve it with the same size as the other names…
I noticed it a long time ago…
Hey…
It’s my name…
How could I not notice my name was particularly big?
I was like…
You like to state the obvious hor?
It’s so damn obvious my name is so special…
Then,
My dad or was it my mum?
Cant recall…
Well,
One of them said:
Of cox la,
Her name comes from
Both of us,
Me and my bro,
Were like so confused…
Huh?
What are they talking bout?
Mum or dad explained…
Before I was born,
Mum went for the ultrasound thingy…
I think it’s that…
I jux know it’s to check is the baby healthy n guess the gender…
I swear I don’t know what happened!!!
They actually told my mum I was a boy!!!
What the hell?
Cox of that Oh, so clever doctor,
Or was it my own fault?
Don’t care…
Let’s jux blame it on the doctor shall we?
Mum and Dad and almost everyone were thinking of good names for me…
They thought I was a guy,
So they only thought of names for a boy…
Who knew?
When I was born,
I was a girl…
I dint have a name…
So sad,
I’m going to cry…
Lolx…
They were all confused (I think)…
They had been expecting a boy and a girl came out…
And they had not even thought of 1 good name for a girl…
So,
Mum’s good friend…
Should be considered good friend la…
Went to
Or was she already in
Who knows?
And found someone to pick a good name for me…
And count the strokes I think…
Not really sure…
I jux know my name actually comes from
And I only find out now…
Why dint they tell me earlier?
Haiz,
To think if my bro dint make that obvious comment I would still be in the dark…
Stupid ultrasound…
Can’t be trusted…
Chia…
I don’t think I told you this before hor?
I knew everything a long time ago…
Except the part bout my name…
That’s new…
I don’t really like cemeteries…
They have a spooky feeling…
Is it only me?
Then my stupid dad go scare me…
I was holding the money they were going to burn…
And I was walking here and there…
Then dad suddenly says:
You don’t hold that and simply walk around la…
Later the ghosts follow you ah…
They say I beg you la…
Give me la…
Omg…
Though I know its jux crap,
Jux dad trying to scare me,
But I’m still scared…
I hate ghosts!!!!
Hate!!!
Labels: Jux a bunch of crap
7:00 PM
Emo Post
Emo post rite?
Sorry, can’t do anything bout it…
Several deaths have happened around me…
My niece died…
She was only 8 months old…
She wasn’t even born…
1 more month and she would be born…
Jux dat 1 month,
But God wouldn’t let her live…
Although she was never born,
I never really got to know her,
But she had a place in my heart…
Not much,
But there still …
Hearing her death made me realize her place in my heart…
I had been waiting for this niece,
A niece I would treat as my own little sister…
Jux when we all thought she was gonna be born soon,
God took her away from us…
Everyone in my family had been waiting for this little baby to be born,
Everyone including her 2 year old brother…
Everyone is sad to know her death…
I jux can’t imagine how her parents are feeling right now?
Their pain mux be worst than mine…
Especially my cousin…
Those who had their babies for 3 months only already cried like hell when they lost their baby…
What bout her?
8 months…
She has been carrying this baby for 8 months,
8 whole months,
Everything was fine until now,
The doctor suddenly tells her that the baby’s heart has stopped beating…
She mux be suffering…
I am sure of that…
It’s impossible to lose something that close to u and not suffer…
Her husband can’t be by her side too…
However,
She has to stay cheerful…
She can’t break down…
She still has a 2 year old son to take care of…
Well…
I said several deaths happened right?
There’s another…
My tuition teacher died…
Cikgu Yushak…
He’s been teaching me Malay since form 1…
He’s one of the best teachers’ I have known…
He was a great teacher…
Had a great memory…
He was a joker…
Used to tell us jokes in class…
He even tolerated us when we were listening to mp3s…
Where can u find another teacher like that?
The week before…
He even reminded us to do our homework…
This week,
I went to tuition as usual…
We changed to another room…
I thought Cikgu Yushak was absent…
Who knows?
The person-in-charge of the tuition centre came in and told us that Cikgu Yushak had passed away…
He also told us that Cikgu Yushak had prepared work for us…
Cikgu Yushak prepared a karangan for us to write…
The title was ‘How I felt when my grandmother passed away’…
Ironical isn’t it?
It’s like he knew what would happen…
Cikgu Yushak was a great teacher…
He did his best to guide us in writing karangan…
I doubt I will ever forget this teacher…
I was gonna cry,
But I managed to hold back my tears…
Two deaths have occurred to the people around me during these holidays…
Two deaths in jux three days…
How can my post not be emo?
I’m done with being sad…
It’s useless being sad…
I still need to continue my life…
But from today onwards,
I think I will start thinking the negative way… =)
Correction:
My teacher dint pass away...
That stupid person-in-charge say until not clear...
Then he say wat our teacher is a good teacher those crap make me think teacher really passed away...
I was so shocked when i saw my teacher the following week...
Turns out is his relative pass away...
2:18 PM
Stupid Flight
Don’t know why mum went to book tickets for Firefly for our trip back to KL…
The original time was supposed to be 7.30 …
Then they sent mum a msg saying the flight would be delayed until 7.45…
Don’t know y,
Mum saw it was 1945…
But when she read it out she said 1745…
Which was in less than an hour from now…
Make us all rush to pack our bags and stuff…
When we were done,
In the car on the way to the airport,
My cousin asked her was she sure…
Mum gave me her phone to check the msg…
I saw it was 1945…
Mum said she read out 1945 and we were the ones who told her 1945=5.45…
We corrected her…
She read out 1745 which was 5.45…
Wasted our time so we turned back and went back home…
We reached the airport around 7…
Mum received another msg saying that the flight would be delayed to 8.45…
1 hour more only so never mind…
We went to eat Kenny Roger’s for dinner…
Then went to check in at 8.15…
The guard asked me where I was heading…
I actually answered him
Swt…
I was already in
I realized my mistake and said KL…
Lolx…
So yu…
Waited until 8.45…
They said delayed until 10.00…
No choice la…
Have to wait…
OMG!!!!
There was a super cute guy behind me…
Judging from his chat with 2 other girls…
I guessed he was either 17 or 18…
I didn’t wan to overhear them…
They were too loud… =)
They were talking bout how many As they got for SPM…
He got 10As,
That’s if I didn’t hear wrongly la…
Then don’t know why they chat bout pubs…
He said he uses a fake id to get in…
One of the girls asked him…
Aren’t you of age d?
Her cousin (I think) answered her…
He’s jux 17 this year…
Going to be 17…
We finally boarded the plane at 11.45…
Delayed for 4 hours ah…
I had to wait for 4 hours in the airport…
The guy sat behind me…
The 2 girls sat a few rows behind him…
The air stewardess started demonstrating how to use the lifejacket…
And told us bout safety precautions…
I was a bit scared…
But after their explanation I was even scared…
Scared of what?
Scared that the plane will crash…
That was stupid thinking right?
But life really too fragile d…
U don’t know when u might die…
I was thinking bout what would happen if I really died…
Thought for quite long…
What are the things that I would regret if I died before doing it?
There’s quite a lot actually…
That’s when I started to think you should live life to the fullest…
I finally started to calm down when we reached
After getting off the plane,
I turned around and saw him waiting for someone…
Should be waiting for the girls…
I was correct after all…
He really was waiting for them…
He’s so cute and so gentleman…
He’s almost perfect…
Lolx…
That’s impossible rite?
But he is perfect le…
I don’t really know him but he’s quite gentleman from my observations…
Who cares if he’s perfect or not?
It’s not like I will still see him after this…