



Well…
Woke up damn early today…
Went
Traffic jam when we were nearing the cemetery…
I slept the whole journey…
Tired ma… =)
We reached about 7…
We actually reached earlier than my other relatives…
We were looking at the gravestone…
Not sure did I use the wrong word…
My grandfather passed away 5 years before my brother was born…
He bought this piece of land when his best friend died…
So the gravestone only had two of my older cousin’s name…
Then my grandmother passed away bout 3 years ago…
Those people that came to do something…
I don’t know what…
They asked me to write down my name…
My bro n my form 5 cousin’s too…
When we went to bury my grandmother’s body,
I noticed the gravestone was different…
Her name was now in gold…
Meaning she has passed away…
They carved my name, my bro’s n my cousin’s name onto it…
Mayb cox our surname is Liew…
Don’t worry…
I’m not dead…
They carved it at the side…
Well…
As everyone knows,
My Chinese name is damn freaking hard to write…
It has so many strokes,
For god’s sake!
I myself dint know how to write my own name until I was in standard 3…
I know that’s all crap…
I’m getting to the point soon…
As I said,
We reached so much earlier than the others…
My bro was looking at the gravestone…
He commented that my name was the most particular…
It had so many strokes that the person couldn’t possibly carve it with the same size as the other names…
I noticed it a long time ago…
Hey…
It’s my name…
How could I not notice my name was particularly big?
I was like…
You like to state the obvious hor?
It’s so damn obvious my name is so special…
Then,
My dad or was it my mum?
Cant recall…
Well,
One of them said:
Of cox la,
Her name comes from
Both of us,
Me and my bro,
Were like so confused…
Huh?
What are they talking bout?
Mum or dad explained…
Before I was born,
Mum went for the ultrasound thingy…
I think it’s that…
I jux know it’s to check is the baby healthy n guess the gender…
I swear I don’t know what happened!!!
They actually told my mum I was a boy!!!
What the hell?
Cox of that Oh, so clever doctor,
Or was it my own fault?
Don’t care…
Let’s jux blame it on the doctor shall we?
Mum and Dad and almost everyone were thinking of good names for me…
They thought I was a guy,
So they only thought of names for a boy…
Who knew?
When I was born,
I was a girl…
I dint have a name…
So sad,
I’m going to cry…
Lolx…
They were all confused (I think)…
They had been expecting a boy and a girl came out…
And they had not even thought of 1 good name for a girl…
So,
Mum’s good friend…
Should be considered good friend la…
Went to
Or was she already in
Who knows?
And found someone to pick a good name for me…
And count the strokes I think…
Not really sure…
I jux know my name actually comes from
And I only find out now…
Why dint they tell me earlier?
Haiz,
To think if my bro dint make that obvious comment I would still be in the dark…
Stupid ultrasound…
Can’t be trusted…
Chia…
I don’t think I told you this before hor?
I knew everything a long time ago…
Except the part bout my name…
That’s new…
I don’t really like cemeteries…
They have a spooky feeling…
Is it only me?
Then my stupid dad go scare me…
I was holding the money they were going to burn…
And I was walking here and there…
Then dad suddenly says:
You don’t hold that and simply walk around la…
Later the ghosts follow you ah…
They say I beg you la…
Give me la…
Omg…
Though I know its jux crap,
Jux dad trying to scare me,
But I’m still scared…
I hate ghosts!!!!
Hate!!!
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