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Well…

It’s jux something small in other people’s eyes…

But…

For me…

It’s the worst thing that could ever happen to me today…

Maybe as worst as what happened on 23/11/07…

Erm…

Elly gave me a keychain of a bottle of stars last year…

During duty…

Now should have been almost 1 year after she gave me…

At first I loved it…

I used it…

Then I kept it inside my drawer…

Until recently…

Not really recently…

A few months ago actually…

I was clearing my drawer…

I found the keychain…

That keychain has 2 meanings to me…

1) A present Elly gave me…

2) It has a connection with him…Few people know this reason… Only people close to me knows it…

I don’t know why I am talking bout how I got this keychain…

But…

I feel like telling it…

So…

Sorry if I am making you feel bored…

Now for the main point…

Jux now…

A few minutes before 8…

The keychain broke…

All the stars in the bottle fell…

I couldn’t pick it up as there was glass…

To me…

These stars resemble my heart…

My heart is broken…

Into little pieces…

It can’t be fixed…

That’s the state of my heart now…

A mess of little pieces…

Maybe a few people will say…

It’s just a bottle of stars…

Nothing important…

That’s what Wei Ling said…

But…

This bottle of stars is VERY important to me…

I really wish I can buy back that bottle of star…

But…

Even if I do find the shop…

I buy another bottle of star…

The meaning is not there anymore…

It’s not the same…

What’s lost is lost…

My bro helped me pick up 1 star…

1 star = only love…

But…

That star dropped before I had a chance to keep it…

Is this fate?

No matter what…

I still feel like buying another bottle of these stars…

Even though it will never be the same…

Same with a heart…

After a heart is broken…

No matter how you fix it…

It will NEVER be the same anymore…

I think I’m being redundant…

But…

I can’t do anything bout it…

That’s how I’m feeling…

My mind is repeating itself…

I have a bad premonition…

Does this mean ‘another’ bottle of stars jux broke?

I hope not…

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now damn sad ah!!!!!!

I almost cried over that bottle of stars…

Emo dao bao ah!!!!!!

What’s broken can’t be mended…

Especially a broken heart…

Nothing can last forever…

Except a broken heart…

&& probably…

Friendship…

No matter how you mend…

It won’t be perfect anymore…

*Sorry Elly…

I now damn emo…

Can’t stop my post from being emo*

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