



Friday
Today LM held its General Meeting for this year…
They passed a lot of students for this interview…
Amy, Pey Jing, Jane and Shi Yi passed their interviews too…
Oh yeah…
Meng Choon joined LM too…
Pey Jing and Jane in Publisiti…
Shi Yi and Meng Choon in Tugasan…
Amy in wakil kelas…
This is the first time I ever saw dk so full with lm members…
You joined LM too…
To my surprise…
Why would you wanna join LM?
For your friends?
I wonder how many will actually turn out to duty?
Maybe they can’t even fill half the dk?
I really wonder what’s wrong with this year’s committee…
They simply pass people…
No offence…
But…
Not all will turn up during duty…
Most jux join for the sake of their friends…
Whenever there are meetings that let us skip class or anything…
The dk is usually full…
But when it’s time to duty?
Not even half…
Maybe this year it will be different?
Maybe the committee’s know what they are doing by letting so many people pass?
They are getting stricter by the day…
Last time they let us play with our phones if it was a duty on a Saturday…
Now?
No…
They even confiscate your phone…
For old LM members la…
Cox they say we should know the rules…
I damn angry…
They didn’t even tell us this rule before…
Another new RULE…
If we don’t come for 3 duties,
They will give us a
I think if you got write letter saying why you didn’t come for duty is acceptable gua…
Last year…
I thought the committee members were bad enough…
Who knew this years committee were even worst…
Suddenly I wish last year’s committee members didn’t graduate…
I sort of miss them…
I hope no LM committee members see this…
But what I say is true…
Last year’s committee also said if we don’t come for duty we will receive a
But they didn’t really do it…
So only a few people take them seriously…
I think this year’s committee members really will give
But they really can’t expect us to come for every duty right?
What if we really can’t come?
I know it’s a rule for us to write formal letters so that they know why we don’t come…
But I think writing letters is a waste of time…
I think they should change the rule to telling a committee member…
At least they know and we don’t need to waste our time writing letters…
Another thing…
The signature drive…
I know they want us to know them and them to know us…
But it’s jux a waste of time…
Maybe they jux wanna find an excuse to torture us?
For example if 1 of the committee doesn’t like you…
He/She can ask you a ton of questions and still not give you their signature…
The worst part is we have to do this EVERY YEAR…
I jux realized I don’t like a lot of things bout LM…
Lolx…
Anywayx…
I really hope next year’s committees’ will be better…
After meeting me, Ya Jing, Wei Ling, Jane, Elly and An Yi went out eat chicken rice…
Jane forbid us to eat roast chicken…
Lolx…
We chat during lunch…
We were talking bout Evan…
Then we saw her ex…
We suddenly shut our mouths up…
Damn funny you know…
Then we start talking bout how good she is…
Damn fake wei…
An Yi and Ya Jing went back to school to get their purse…
Before they came back the food was served…
We start to eat first lo…
Hungry liao ma…
When An Yi and Ya Jing come back that time we don’t know why start talking bout QM…
At first we were talking bad bout QM…
Then I suddenly remembered Evan’s ex they all QM lai de…
We quickly change our tone…
Say QM very good…
Say what the sun got Vitamin D ah…
Damn swt le…
Then Jane, Elly and me went toilet…
Soon Ya Jing came in too…
We chat inside the toilet until someone wanna come in…
That person’s reaction when saw us in toilet is like…
Wtf la… So long de…
Lolx…
After paying the bill we went back school…
Start to rain…
Then we all parted ways…
Somehow we all manage to meet in canteen…
We chat in canteen while waiting for our cars to come…
Anywayx…
This day damn fei la…
Wei Ling fong me fei gei AGAIN…
Chi Yiu suddenly call her and tell her tomorrow they straight away go
Gek sei me ah…
Every time also fong me fei gei de…
Next time I wanna call her fong fei gei queen liao…
Lolx…
Saturday
Today LPS got organize a Managing Events Workshop at
Ting San said it would be better if we come…
She said we could gain a lot of benefits if we came…
I come with Willa…
She cheat me…
She say must reach before 7.30…
Scare me only…
When we reach after 7.30 nobody care also…
8.00 only ask us to gather to mengambil kedatangan…
Then they tell us what to do and what not to do during the workshop…
We divided into 2 groups…
2 buses…
My jie got come…
Long time didn’t have a long chat with her liao…
She also studies in P4…
Same class with you…
She’s PKT…
Lolx…
She told me a lot of stories bout you…
The stories quite funny…
Our workshop lecturer was Cik Yati…
She’s a nice lady…
She made this workshop fun…
Although I was very sleepy and was going top fall asleep any moment…
She made us energized…
I didn’t feel sleepy anymore…
We took notes on how to manage events…
Yer…
My jie’s handwriting damn small wei…
Even smaller than mine…
I thought mine was small liao…
Cannot…
I mux write smaller than her…
Lolx…
Wu liao rite?
Prepare proposals…
And stuff…
She got me interested in events management…
To tell the truth,
I get interested in a course very easily…
Before this I wanted to study hotel management…
Thx to my cousin sis who is studying this now…
Then she divided us into groups of 8…
Gave us some materials and asked us to think of an event and design a poster…
We also had to think of the attractions for our event…
There were 10 groups in total…
My group was group no. 1…
Group members consisted of me, Ee Voon, Huey Shin, Shi Yan, Yoon Dong, Mun Heong, Mun Yee && Felicia…
Our event was 1001 Night…
It was a gathering for all librarians…
Shi Yan’s art is so damn nice…
The designs on the poster were done by her…
She’s so artistic…
So is Huey Shin…
Felicia too…
They were the main people who came out with the ideas…
Our attraction was J. K. Rowling would be coming…
Winners would get a set of Harry Potter books with her signature…
Our objective was for the librarians to gather and interact…
Then it was time for presentation…
I liked Jie Yi’s presentation…
Their event was for Prom Night…
I liked their way of presentation but even if I wanted to go I couldn’t go…
Cox their target audience is Form 5’s only…
Actually I liked the way Jie Yi presented…
She was so confident with herself…
I wish I was half like her…
I don’t really remember every group’s presentation…
I jux know Wei Ling’s group…
Group 10…
Their presentation went quite well…
Their event was Fashion Show…
Their target audience is kids and teenagers…
Then Hwee Yeen’s group…
Their presentation gave me a spooky feeling…
Their event was Halloween Night…
They turned off the lights…
For a scary effect…
Their main attraction was their activities…
They had their group members demonstrate some of the activities…
Death Kiss-- Jeslyn and Lin Foong kiss…
With a plastic in the middle la of cox…
Scary Draw-- Group members gathered in front then Khar Wei put her hand inside the plastic bag and I don’t know what she drew out…
She screamed…
Damn realistic her scream…
Then Anselm’s group’s event was Seek True Love…
It was held at
It was for singles and couples…
It was held in conjunction to Chinese New Year && Valentine’s Day…
They won a prize for the best presentation…
Kong Weng’s group’s event was a recycling campaign…
Their attraction was Lee Hom would be coming…
I can’t recall what other events there was…
Oh yeah…
Thought of 1…
Lovealicious…
Don’t know if I spelled wrongly…
This was Ting San’s group’s event…
Louise came up with the idea of a week long charity drive for her group event…
Their target audience would be general public…
They would be bringing the orphans to Sunway Lagoon on the last day of the charity drive…
There was 1 group that came up with the idea of a dinner…
I can’t really recall which group that was…
If I’m not mistaken,
Their attraction was everybody had to wear a mask…
Jie told me more stories on the way back…
Oh yeah…
I saw Wyn Yau in the canteen…
Not CHS canteen…
He studies in
Why are there so many ex CHS students in
Oh yeah…
I was very tired when I got back home…
But…
No choice…
Still had to go tuition…
I was almost going to sleep during tuition…
Even my teacher noticed…
Then when I reached home I fell asleep as soon as I got home…
Then Elly called me…
I said I very tired…
Then she hung up…
Then Kath called me…
She ask me to call Elly ask her wor…
I very lazy so I didn’t call Elly…
Elly called me…
She tell me something bout Jane de…
I ask her why hang up on me?
She say I hung up on her…
Yer…
Freaky incident AGAIN…
Hate it la…
Wei Ling called me too…
She changed her blog template…
Damn nice wei…
Love it…
She says she finally found a blogskin that I say it’s nice…
I got so shuai meh?
Never say her blogskin nice before?
Jie also told me you like a girl in your class…
She told me the name…
If I’m not mistaken,
The girl is very cute and pretty…
She has big eyes…
Damn cute…
Sunday
Today is the second time I woke up from a dream crying…
It’s always connected to my family…
Is there a possibility that dreams can be continued?
Like you dream until halfway then you woke up…
Then you continue your dream the next night?
Don’t really know what I talking bout liao…
I think everything that happens in life…
Happens for a reason…
I think…
Think only ah…
I am having these dreams to let me realize something…
Something that is important for me to know or I will suffer…
That important thing is…
No matter how much I love you?
If I chose to be together with you?
Believe it or not…
I would lose my feelings towards you in a few days time…
That’s minimum…
Maximum is a few weeks/months…
That’s what I think…
I don’t know…
&& I don’t want to know…
What’s done is done…
I can’t change the past…
Would you say if I was your gf now you would still love me as much as you did from the start?
Your feelings will never lessen?
I don’t think so…
You are the kind of guy that likes a guy for a while and then you will dump her…
That’s who you are…
You dare say I am wrong?
Even if I am wrong bout you…
At least there’s 1 thing I am certain…
I might lose feelings before you…
I am sure bout that…
That’s the way I am…
I don’t know why…
EVERYTIME…
I thought I really liked the guy…
But,
Who knew?
In the end I realized my feelings were less than I thought…
The difference was so big…
Why am I like this?
I really thought I could like someone for a long time…
Mayb that’s jux childish thinking…
The world is not as simple as we think…
My family is too important to me…
Maybe some people will think I am jux finding a reason for my actions…
For giving up on a chance to happiness…
For letting someone I love go…
But,
I really mean it when I say…
I don’t wanna make my mum angry anymore…
She’s not young…
I am her only daughter…
It’s only normal if she cares for me…
She wants me to concentrate on my studies for now…
If she didn’t care bout what I do?
Is she really my mum?
Mayb I am jux finding a reason for my own fault…
Who knows?
I sure don’t…
Maybe my family is right…
We shouldn’t be involved in any boy-girl relationship now…
Now is the time to study…
I think I should learn Amy…
Even if I like you,
No use rite?
You don’t like me…
So,
Since you are willing to be friends…
That’s fine with me…
Mayb being friends will be better?
Now my target is PMR…
As Elly says…
It won’t break your heart…
Lolx…
Swt wei…
Oh yeah…
Today saw a guy that looks like my friend…
Eye small small de….
Lolx…
Don’t wanna ignore Amy liao la…
Don’t wanna be so shuai liao…
I don’t know what class I should take next year…
My mum and dad both think I should choose science…
Cox if I study science there is a bigger scope of jobs for me to choose from…
Compared to arts la…
I think I still have feelings for you…
Not a lot…
A little…
I don’t know la…
I jux know I don’t regret my decision…
Cox,
The result would be the same…
I think?
I might still end up with a broken heart…
Or you end up with a broken heart?
Don’t know…
My heart feels lighter…
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