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OMG!!! I'm SO happy. I got 8 As for PMR. I cant believe it. Jess n i so scared before the results come out. Cox the headmistress keep stalling. She keep telling us the percentage all those. Yi, Ling, me n Elly so scared. Before going into the hall we gossip to distract ourselves. We all so scared la. Jing dint turn up until the last minute. She got 8 As too. So happy la all of us. Yi too. May also. Ling kinda disappointed. I kinda get the feeling i dont deserve to get 8 As. I dint put in as much effort as those who didn't. I'm still really happy though. Cox i did wat i promised. I kinda wish he's here to share my happiness. Mayb going out with Yi, Ly n Jing tomorrow. Her (I cant say her name) bf is so cute.

Labels: Friends, Things that happen in school

Results are gonna be out next tuesday. I think by next monday i'll be scared and cant sleep. Ling went to Melaka. On christmas day, but she went to a party or something organized by her church before leaving. I'm gonna miss her. She'll be back by monday. So she'll be there to get her results on tuesday. I hope i can get the results i desire.

Labels: Friends

I havent been blogging for ages. It's cox i kinda lost interest in blogging d. Nothing much to blog about. Well, for the past month, i've been in penang. I had lots of fun there. Watched lots of movies with chia. It's still kinda weird without ler there though. I miss her lots. And, i got over HIM during the one month in penang. I finally got over him after one year of waiting. The sad part is, i fell for someone. Someone unexpected. I always thought no one could replace him in my heart, but this guy, somehow he managed to get into my heart. I dint notice it but by the time i did, he kinda replaced him d. I dont really get what i'm typing. The important part is, i got over him, but i fell for another guy, one who will hurt me too. I guess i'm jux stupid, i'm forever falling for the guy i shouldn't.

While i was in penang, i recieved a message that was kind of unexpected. Mun Heon told me i am Ketua Publisiti for GERKO 2009. I was like are you serious? Cox i dont think i can be an AJK. Take stock check for example. They jux gave me a post as Ketua Maintenance, and what happened? Disaster. I really shouldnt have a post. But the fun part is WeiLing is my penolong. LPS never let us work together. Cox when we work together we end up talking more than working. Jes says mayb cox the seniors knows the both of us wont work unless we are with our friends. XD

Results should be out next monday or tuesday. I'm really scared now. I doubt there would be anyone in our year who isn't scared. I hope i can get the results i want. I hope my results are god enough to get into Science stream. I dont really like science, but i dont really have a choice.

Labels: Friends, Things that happen in school, To you... Will u have the chance to see this?

Today perhimpunan.
Jing dint go for LM duty.
So we sat in front.
First time in this year.
Then after singing those songs n the Rukun Negara.
A prefect came n asked Chia Loon, Choon Yit, Chee Keen n Nyit Kang to go in front.
He said they were talking when they should be singing.
They all took off their QM badges.
I dint understand at first but Ling explained to me later.
Some emcee came out n asked the president of the Science and Maths Society to give a speech.
They said this week is Science and Maths week.
The president's speech was damn funny.
He actually said stuff like...

We are angry with the government.
We are angry with the politicians.

Lolx.
Doesn't he know what he's supposed to say n what cant be said out loud.
Then they asked Pn. Lee to give her speech.
Then a bunch of teachers plus Pn. Lee came out to cut the ribbon.
It was like the opening ceremony f a new shop.
They wanted to make the smoke effect using dry ice.
But the smoke was too little.
Plus they were too far from the teachers.
Pn. Lim was mad of us cox we dint take her seriously.
Two guys came to our class during Pn. Lim's period.
Asked for wakil LM.
Jess n I were like damn blur.
Wakil LM?
Oh.
Us.
Then those guys asked us to go to dewan to get extra tables n chairs.
Jess forgot her badge.
Fiona remembered her.
Surprisingly.
Boon Wei dint wanna give us the table at first.
He said we dint need an extra table.
Jess n i were like debating with him.
Then Boon Wei asked us to follow Fiona to basement.
Fiona asked us what we wanted.
We said one table n one chair.
Fiona gave us after listening to our reasoning.
Went back to class.
Carmen wants to play a game.
She's the mummy.
Jess's her husband.
I'm her daughter.
Chong Sheng's her son.
Khang Yee's her son-in-law.
May is my aunt.
Couldnt find Yi during recess.
She was still in bengkel.
Their class wasnt done yet.
Ling and I went for recess first.
Yi only appeared when we were finished eating.
Bought another badge.
Blue colour.
Looks cute when u put them together.
Ling joining the amazing race with Shi Yi, Pey Jing and Zi Ling.
Cox Xiong Yan cant stay.
Carmen cried after recess.
We all did all we could to console her.
Finally she stopped crying.
During Bm,
the whole class was tired.
Pn. Chee let us relax for once.
Carmen mummy asked me to write down my goals.
That i hope to achieve in this year.
I wrote ten.
It's really quite fun.
Writing down your goals on a piece of paper.
Ling teman me walk to bus stop then she went to find Shi Yi they all.

Labels: Friends, Live life to the fullest, Things that happen in school

Reached school around 9.10.
Was supposed to reach bout 9.
But mum made me late,
as usual.
Yi reached earlier.
We wasted bout an hour at the canteen.
Amy was having a match so she couldnt go with us.
This is the first time ever i went to MV n actually wanna go back to school.
We found some pink clothes.
But Yi said too childish.
Fine.
It's her choice.
Not mine.
Went back to school around 11.
Chatted for an hour.
Amy's practice ended.
She came over n chatted with us.
Today form 4 LMs have to come for interview.
Saw Suet Ping crying.
I dont understand why they have to make you cry when they interview u.
Waited for our parents outside.
Rushan was in school too.
Turns out QM were having meeting in DK.
Yi's bro went cc.
Lolx.
Her bro dint wanna pick up her phone.
Mayb he dint hear it ringing.
He came back to school bout 12.
Yi's dad came bout 12.15.
Left me alone.
Luckily dad came in 5 minutes.
LPS had their browney n theory exams today.
Saw a lot of juniors outside AV.
They dont wanna take their exams.
Lolx.
U have to take it sooner or later.
Y dont u take it earlier?

Labels: Friends, Live life to the fullest, Things that happen in school

Reached skul earlier than normal today.
I think i'm gonna catch a cold.
Everyone in my car is sick.
Felt like i had a fever.
So asked Jing teman me go PBSM.
Went back to class to put back our bags first.
Then went to toilet with May.
Yoon Leen was in the PBSM room.
She twisted her ankle.
The form 1 was busy attending to her.
So i sat down to wait.
The form 1 got me a slip to stay in the PBSM room for bout 2 hours.
Cox of a fever.
Pn. Joyce gave me permission to stay there until recess.
But too boring if stay in PBSM room alone.
So i went back to class.
I was intending to skip Pn. Yap's class.
But she dint come in for first period.
Haiz.
Still failed to skip her class.
Tried to sleep in class.
But my class is too noisy.
Ended up chatting with May n Jess.
Ling got a permission slip to leave class at 10.50 to go duty.
Few ppl were chosen.
Amy asked us to go Jaring's AGM if we want.
I was planning on going.
If we could.
Cox we need to wait for Amy.
But Jared said cannot go.
Went to DK to get our LM pictures.
Ling n I look weird in the picture.
Ling wanted to go makan.
So went out makan.
Saw a few Jaring members who dint go AGM.
Wanted to buy sweets to eat during duty.
But couldn't think of any sweets to buy.
Walked back to school.
Went to my class to find Amy.
Her AGM still havent end.
Some ppl were outside.
They were voting for the post of president.
Going to MV tomorrow with Yi.
She needs to find a pink shirt to wear to Cheer 2008.
Went back to library to duty.
Qian Wei asked me to duty MM.
I dont even know wat i'm supposed to do.
So i kept asking the seniors wat can use wat cannot use.
Ling was watching over the juniors exam.
After that went out.
Met up with Elly n Kath.
Chatted with Elly.
Long time dint get to chat with her d.

Labels: Friends, Live life to the fullest, Things that happen in school

Today LM form 3 got duty.
We need to move the long long benches from the dewan to the tapak.
Straight away after perhimpunan have to start duty d.
More n more Lm appear.
Then Fiona said continue duty bout 12.40.
We have to move those benches for the phototaking session.
It looked like it was gonna rain.
Luckily it dint.
If not i cant ponteng Pn. Yap's period to go take photo for LPS.
We wasted about an hour lining up.
Then it started drizzling.
Editorial board say change the time.
Ting San said she will write it on the board.
The rain continued until when we had to move those benches back to dewan.
We moved those benches in the rain.
We were all wet.
But, no choice.
Still have to do.
Then,
wanted to find someone.
Ling said something that made me damn mad.
Sorry.
It wasn't ur fault.
U dint know i was sensitive to that word.
Ate Domino's with Yi, Amy and Ling.
Then went back to study in the library.
Finished up some tuition work.
Cant leave it until last minute anymore.
Came out to wait for my car around 4.
Left Ling alone in the library.
My car came at 4.30.
I wasted half an hour at the bus stop.
Not considered as wasted.
Had fun with Shi Yi and Pey Jing.
Pey got mad at us cox she thought we went to talk to HIM.
Dont worry,
we didn't do anything.
We jux went up n looked around.
We were jux trying to make u jealous.
We dint think u would take us seriously.
Sorry la.
Went to tuition.
Kemuel showed up.
Mayb cox Marcus is here?
Who knows.

Labels: Friends, Live life to the fullest, Things that happen in school

Today is Shu Ling's birthday.
I have known her since standard 2.
We were best friends for 5 years.
Not so close now.
Still friends.
Jux not that close.
Anywayy.
Happy Birthday Shu Ling.
Hope u like the keychain me n anyi got for u.

Labels: Friends, Happy Birthday

Jane finally came to school d.
Reached school quite late but still went to the library to find weiling.
Saw HIM holding a tray of stuff.
Walked faster cox dint really wanna see him.
Saw anyi n amy.
Anyi teman me go library.
Walked until half way then saw weiling d.
She scolded me for coming so late.
Tomorrow LPS got photo taking session.
10 am.
Means i'm skipping recess n a little bit of classes.
LM got duty too.
Form 3 only.
After perhimpunan.
Oh.
I know why he was holding that tray of stuff d.
Prizes for the winner of the badminton match.
He got some prizes.
He's not as pro as he says.
After perhimpunan supposed to have hair check but nothing happened.
PJPK.
Choon Yit n Khang Yee dint reply all of us.
We still felt guilty.
Damn fun.
Pn. Tan wanted us to play badminton or basketball.
I told her peishe is teaching us how to do yoga.
Peishe don't want.
In the end Pn. Tan herself teach us yoga.
She actually fell for my stupid excuse.
Learning yoga was quite fun.
Went back to class.
Zhu Jun is in calyx.
Tan Keat Sim was waiting.
She dint even care that maverick was in our class.
They saw our msgs.
Choon Yit dint know wat we were saying sorry for.
Khang Yee lazy to reply.
Me n May damn gek.
Lim Ser Kien reported to Pn. Chee.
Pn. Chee wanna c Khang Yee n Choon Yit.
Omg.
We felt super guilty when we heard that.
Couldnt really finish my nasi lemak during recess.
Couldnt stop feeling guilty.
We decided to tell Pn. Chee the truth.
Went down with them after Geography.
Pn. Chee wasn't at her place.
Decided to come again at 11.30.
Did our corrections for KH until 11.40.
Went to find Pn. Chee.
Told her the truth.
We changed it a bit.
We said May had gastric.
She was quite relieved to hear us tell her the truth cox she dint really think those two will ponteng.
He passed by with his bunch of friends.
He's stil giving me hope.
I think so.
They called Pn. Chee a lot of names.
Including ah ma, ah jie and auntie too.
Quite funny hearing them call her mum.
Went back to bengkel and continued doing our correction.
After kh went back to class for chinese.
Pn. Yap gave us back our paper 2.
She told us our weaknesses before giving us back our papers.
She said i did wrong in both sides.
Gong liao zuo wen n zuo wen.
Gong liao she said my expansion of the points all wrong.
Zuo wen cant write bout love.
This is the first time i wrote such a long essay for gong liao.
She actually told me all my expansion of the points are wrong.
The lowest marks in class is 33.5.
I had a feeling it would be me.
It was.
I tried hard to stop myself from crying.
My total is 68.
1 mark more than last term.
When i saw weiling i couldn't hold back my tears anymore.
Saw Jie.
Gave her the notes she wanted.
She asked me y was i crying.
I jux answered results.
Then saw someone i dint wanna see at the moment.
Saw Elly they all.
They were concerned bout me.
Sorry i cried.
It's stupid.
Thx for ur concern.
A lot of ppl saw me crying.
Quite funny now that i think back of it.
I dont think i cried so hard for Sejarah.
Weiling was consoling me.
I think she used the wrong way.
The more she said, the harder i cried.
I know it's stupid to cry for results.
I cant help it.
If i dint write but love i could have got an A for once in chinese.
I only got 12 marks out of 30.
Pn. Yap dint even mark my essay.
She wanted to use my gong liao as an example for the other students.
This is the second time i cried for my results.
First time is Sejarah.
I seriously studied for it.

Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, Live life to the fullest, Things that happen in school

Today Jane dint come to skul again.
So i went t find Elly during recess.
Made wei ling angry.
Sorry ya lao gong gong.
I know u too well liao.
Recess with wawa, Elly, Weiling, Anyi n Ejia.
Oh yeah.
Today Anyi n Rushan 4 months.
So long d le.
After recess 2 periods relief.
Pn. Yap absent.
Carmen n i went down to canteen to buy food.
Damn hungry.
We didn't get caught.
After that Khang Yee wanted to go hand in the books to Miss Gan.
We asked him to help us buy food.
He went with Choon Yit.
He came back after the bell rang.
He returned Carmen, May n Jess their money.
We thought he dint buy.
Turns out he n Choon Yit kena caught by guru disiplin.
Pn. Lim Ser Kien.
Omg.
We felt so sorry.
They kena caught cox of us.
We all wanna send them msg to say sorry.
Before going mv.
Saw HIM.
He ffk me on saturday.
He still call me like nothing happened.
Went mv after that with Elly.
She bought a bag.
Damn nice wei.
I bought a birthday present for shuling.
We not very close d.
Still,
she was once my best friend right?
Muz buy present for her de.
I bought a cute keychain for her.
Bought a birthday present for someone whose birthday falls in September.
Early right?
I dunno wat to buy.
We shopped until 3 something then went outside to wait for bus.
That stupid bus dint come after 10 minutes?
We took a cab back.
So long dint go shopping with Elly d.
Really miss my lao gong la.
Had so much fun shopping today.
Saw someone i dint wanna see in mv.

Labels: Friends, Live life to the fullest, Things that happen in school

My wawa aka Katherinne Ong Mang Ning skip school 2 days d...
Damn miss her ah...
She's sick...
Sick until absent for 2 days d...
See her sick face... XD
Hope she will get well soon...
Miss her so much...

Labels: Friends

I don’t understand…

I really don’t…

Y mux this bottle of stars appear now?

I’m not complaining…

I jux wanna know y now?

Y couldn’t it have appeared earlier…

Jux when I had given up hope,

Given up hope on both him and this bottle of stars appearing…

Y does everything happen jux when I had given up hope?

This bottle of stars broke around 2 months ago…

As I said,

The breaking of this bottle symbolized the breaking of my heart…

The pieces of stars symbolize my heart…

It was broken into pieces more than 2 months ago…

I had jux given up hope on him…

I gave up hoping to get this bottle of stars again a few weeks ago…

On the same day that I had given up hope on him,

Elly called me to tell me she had bought the bottle of stars that I wanted…

That I had been searching for so long…

How sweet of her…

Love ya lao gong…

As she said,

We are not lesbian…

Jux really good friends…

We have known each other for three years…

Jux celebrated our anniversary last Saturday…

But what does this mean?

I don’t know…

Everyone advised me to give up…

Ok,

I have started to accept the fact that nothing is ever going to happen between us…

I am starting to give up…

And this bottle of stars reappears…

Can this be considered as lost and found?

The bottle of stars that I broke was important to me…

It symbolized my heart…

My heart had been broken and now another bottle of stars appears…

Does this mean my heart isn’t hurt anymore?

No way…

The bottle of stars broke…

My heart broke too…

This new bottle of stars can only be a replacement…

It’ll never be the same…

Never have the same meaning…

Not anymore…

The difference between these 2 bottles are 1 is blue and the other is white…

Even if I manage to find blue stars to change with the white stars…

It’s still another bottle of stars…

It’s not the same one…

A heart that has been broken can never be the same as before…

Maybe this means it’s time to move on?

No matter what,

I still wanna say thx to Elly for finding this bottle of stars for me…

Thx lao gong…

Though the meaning is completely different,

This bottle of stars will still be very important to me…

Cox it’s your present to me… =)

Labels: Friends, Giving Up, Jux a bunch of crap, Live life to the fullest

Not much time to post...
Nidda concentrate on my studies...
Well...
Cut things short...
Will post as soon as possible...
Exams coming soon...
Mux study!!!
=)
Erm...
Jux wanna wish:
-Pui Yuee (Sweet Sixteen Gal) 22/2
-Jared (Happy Birthday Gor) 24/2
-Chi Yiu (Sweet Fifteen Jie) 26/2
-Kay Chong (You're officially eighteen!!!) 27/2
XD...
The rest are in my other blog...
I dunno why but that post is longer...
Oh yeah...
Good luck to ex form 5's who are getting their results this thursday...
Good luck to every student who are taking their exams in these two weeks...
Lastly,
Good luck to myself...
I am sure i will need all the luck i can get...
So if you are viewing this blog...
Means you are someone close to me...
Can you please wish me luck too?
=)

Labels: Friends, Happy Birthday

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day...
Ya Jing says she going to buy chocolates to give to her friends...
I liked this idea...
Ya Jing buy chocolate...
I buy sweets lo...
Tomorrow i gonna be Santa Claus...
Lolx...
Oh yeah...
Elly, Jane && Pink's Valentine's present is more special...
After school...
Elly told me she saw you standing outside 3C1...
I thought it was cox of X...
But Elly repeat C1...
Then i started thinking who studies in C1...
Why the hell would you be standing outside C1?
I saw Shwu Pui...
She told me you had a fight...
That's the only thing on my mind right now...
Who did you have a fight with?
Why?
For one moment i felt like smsing u...
Wanted to ask you...
Wanted to know whether you were hurt?
But i won't...
Cox i can't let you know i still have feelins for you...
Sending such a msg would be like telling you i like you...
No wonder you looked angry when i saw you after school...
I thought I started to have feelins for YYY...
But when i heard you had a fight i started worrying bout you...
More than i worried bout YYY....
I think YYY is sick...
Cough...
I wanna quote something meaningful Elly said:
男生只会向不把他们放在眼里的女生现殷勤。。。
If that's true...
Then i think that's the case with you...
Elly tell me don't so zhu dong...
Always say hi to guys when i see them...
She says i should wait for them to say hi...
My horoscope says there are more important things for me to worry about...
So i shouldn't waste my time worrying about emotional problems...
What's the important thing?

Labels: Friends, Giving Up, Jux a bunch of crap, Meaningful stuff..., Things that happen in school, To you... Will u have the chance to see this?

There's still a lot to say bout my chinese new year holidays but i will post it later...
The important things that happened were:
Well...
My cousin sort of had a chat with him...
She asked him does he like me...
Guess what was his answer?
Very easy...
One word...
No...
The part that angered me most was he actually said I knew you were going to ask that...
How the hell would he know?
He can read my cousin's mind?
Through a computer screen?
I don't think so...
Erm...
Monday...
I jux reached home at 2 in the morning...
Had plans to go mv with Elly,Pink && Peyjing...
Some stuff happened and we had an argument...
But...
As usual...
We were as close as last time...
Like nothing ever happened...
That's the way it is...
I dunno why...
No matter what happens...
No matter how we argue over little things...
We will still remain best friends...
I think the guys bu shuang me...
I not perasan...
Elly...
I really wanna tell you...
Arguments happen cox people have different point of views...
They never think from the other person's point of view...
Maybe you know how i feel...
Maybe you don't...
Nobody can truly know how anyone feels unless they stand in that person's place...
Experience what that person is going through...
No matter what...
You will always be important to me...

Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, To you... Will u have the chance to see this?

Didn’t really feel like going to school…

Cox Pink still angry…

But mum sure won’t let me ponteng de…

Yay….

Ya Jing got come to school…

She broke her leg or something…

So sad…

Jared says M going to mv after school…

Gek sei me ah…

Cox Elly and Jane going to mv after school too…

Then during perhimpunan we found out we had to go get our numbers for tomorrow…

Waste our time only…

Elly copy the answers for her maths while queuing up to get the number…

Damn long le the line…

After that we went back to class…

Wei Ling haven’t get back yet…

She passed my class…

She was like smiling but don’t dare to smile…

I looked to her side…

ZF was beside her…

She thought of the name ZF…

Makes sense in a weird way…

Yer…

Today YYY didn’t come…

Oh yeah…

LM got an inventory form that needs to be filled up and given back to Pn. Chia by today…

Jes Cee say I got white hair liao…

I old liao…

Lolx…

I thought I could skip from wiping the windows but KK say cannot…

So sad…

Turns out…

We don’t need to wipe the windows…

She wants us to sweep the floor…

WTF la…

Like this also don’t let me go…

I went downstairs to find Elly but couldn’t find her…

Went back upstairs…

Saw her…

She pei me go give Pn. Chee sign and give back to Pn. Chia the inventory form…

Elly and Jane going mv after school to buy sports shoes…

To wear tomorrow…

Damn wu liao wei…

Becca ask us tell Pink she not eating for recess…

I didn’t feel like eating…

So jux bought a packet of drink…

Pink not angry liao…

She got stay back but she going tuition…

After recess we going science lab…

Jo Fan scared of Pn. Joyce liao…

He made sure everyone was ready before letting us go down…

He say last week Pn. Joyce scold him…

Saw M and XY…

Literature got a lot of homework ah…

Stupid school…

Change timetable again…

This is our 3^rd timetable liao ah…

I prefer our 2^nd timetable…

I don’t like this timetable…

Last period was maths…

Cik Gan ah still left a few minutes also mux give homework de wor…

Wei Ling was outside my class a few seconds after the bell rang for school to be over…

We went into library…

Saw Jared and Chi Yiu…

I asked Jared which 1 he involved in?

Gathering or Inter-Games?

He involved in Inter-Games…

I damn shuai…

I say like this then I sure don’t wan come liao…

Lolx…

Then he say he going to ask Zheng Kang come…

Then I say I sure come…

Wei Ling say she don’t want come…

We went out…

Saw YYY on the way out…

I ask him why ponteng?

He say too tired liao…

Today all PBC members absent…

All also too tired liao…

Couldn’t find Elly and Jane at bus stop…

So we walked back…

Then we saw Amy, Pey Jing, Shi Yi, An Yi, Elly and Jane…

Oh yeah…

I saw M too…

After that we pei Pey Jing find Shi Yi they all…

Then we have lunch with them…

Damn bu shuang the way Amy treat Pey Jing you know…

I couldn’t stand it anymore…

I scolded Amy…

I asked her why couldn’t she forgive her?

Why mux she treat her like this?

She acted blur…

She actually asked me who was I talking bout?

Everyone knew who I was talking bout…

Then she ask me is it Pey Jing?

I say if not…

I ask her why she can’t forgive her?

She said she doesn’t even know her how can she be angry?

How can she forgive her?

Pey Jing cried you know…

She was really hurt…

I knew she was really hurt by the way Amy treated her…

That’s why I scolded Amy…

Mayb I shouldn’t have done so that time?

But I couldn’t stand it anymore…

Amy…

I know you are reading this…

I wanted to add something de…

But an yi was there so I couldn’t…

I could forgive an yi even though what she did to me…

What did Pey Jing do that you can’t forgive her?

If you are really going to act as if you don’t know her……

After lunch Wei Ling and I went back to school…

We were late…

Then Qian Wei let us out to have lunch…

Saw Teck Seang…

He was helping someone get signature…

I also want…

Oh yeah…

Teck Seang knows M and Zheng Kang de…

He say Zheng Kang make him lose the match…

Lolx…

We went to sports centre to see if the squash coach got come or not?

It was jux a waste of time…

We two duty Counter de at first…

Then I had to duty DI…

That stupid Chin Kok Yong ask me go scold 3 Indians…

I kena marah pula…

Teck Seang knows Wen Han de oh…

Wen Han really likes Willa…

After mopping the floor…

Qian Wei let me duty Counter…

Saw Yong Liang…

He ask us get 1 LM form 5’s name, class and sign…

Teck Seang gave me back my committee list…

He say can’t help…

Gek sei me ah…

Then I kena marah by Qian Wei…

Around 4.30 we left the library…

Wei Ling called her dad…

She say her brother in canteen so we go find him…

We saw Albert…

I went to get his sign…

He say get the 4 sign below him only find him wor…

Y bad things happen consecutively?

Wei Ling and her bro were supposed to go to bus stop de…

But her father was already waiting outside school…

I walk to bus stop alone…

When I walk through the lorong,

I saw a flasher…

So damn scary wei…

I think he saw my reaction change…

I was so damn scared but I wouldn’t give him that satisfaction to see me scared…

I forced myself to remain calm and act like nothing happened…

But I quickened my pace…

I reached bus stop then I saw Nicholas sitting on the pedestrian bridge…

He was wearing outdoor clothes…

He looked quite cute…

My sai lou lai de le…

Of cox cute la…

Lolx…

Damn sien oh…

I alone only…

Then I wait until 4.45 then I went to call Man Ning’s mum…

Turns out she’s at airport…

She waiting for plane but the flight delayed liao…

She don’t know how to contact me…

She ask me ask my dad come fetch…

So I called my dad to come fetch me…

Before I went down to call…

I saw Shuxuan and Kai Lin…

I was debating whether I should get their sign first or call first…

I chose call…

Cox call more important…

But by the time I finished my call they had left…

I saw Tsae Shiang too…

But she left TOO…

Why did so many bad things happen to me?

Why am I so damn unlucky?

I was quite happy at first but now I damn sad…

I sat there waiting until 5.20…

Maverick came and went back to school with Nicholas…

I think they are sleeping over at school…

Forgot who told me liao…

QM get to sleep over on Friday…

Boys only…

No wonder…

YYY will come to school la…

After that Tian Yoon came…

Chat with her for a while…

Told her I saw a flasher…

She ask me to report…

I don’t want…

Saw Jared…

Then he disappear…

I damn scared I saw a ghost…

Lolx…

Then he came up bus stop…

Then a bus stopped opposite…

Jared say Xin Yuan on the bus…

He say he waiting for Xin Yuan…

Jared don’t know say what say until I like Zheng Kang…

I remember liao…

I ask him why Xin Yuan will couple with Xiao Yun de?

He say Xin Yuan shuang wor…

Then he say Xin Yuan got a lot of ex de…

I ask he not like Suet Ping de meh?

Jared say Xin Yuan’s ex from other school de…

Why other school?

Other school weird weird de…

Then Jared say I like Zheng Kang liao…

Then I say I don’t like la…

He say fine fine you win…

He ask Ding Jern call Xin Yuan…

Then him, Xin Yuan, Ding Jern and his gf stand there to chat…

Before leaving he hit my head and say I got white hair liao…

Then Xin Yuan saw my name tag…

He ask Jared am I Bi Hui?

Then Jared say yes then he say hi to me…

Then Jared say I like Zheng Kang…

I heard it…

I straightaway say no la…

Sei Jared…

Every time simply talk de…

Then Tian Yoon’s bro come liao…

Dump me alone…

Then Chee Yong and Choon Hiang came…

Choon Hiang was shocked when he saw me…

He thought I went back liao…

Then saw Shu Min…

She was with Jo Fan and Woon Khai…

Borrowed coins from her to call dad…

Then I saw dad opposite…

Turns out traffic jam…

Today KL holiday wor…

I really wanna go Pink’s house…

I ask dad is Sungai Besi far from here?

He say yes…

Then he say mum sure don’t let me go de…

My plan was I follow wei ling back then dad go Puchong fetch me…

But I jux asked mum…

She say cannot go…

So sad wei…

Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, Things that happen in school, To you... Will u have the chance to see this?

Today Thursday…

I woke up late…

Got scolded by Man Ning’s mum…

Turns out Shen Zhong also woke up late…

Lolx…

Normally on Thursday we got house practice de…

But they changed the date to Tuesday…

On Tuesday it rained so we didn’t have practice…

Today Ya Jing not coming to school…

I asked her yesterday…

She says she very tired so she don’t wanna come…

We both decide to jux make a card for the sgrafitto…

Not really sure of the spelling…

Damn ma fan la…

Have to bring sketch book to school…

An Yi came up to me during perhimpunan and told me a lot of stuff…

She says sometimes she was jux joking but mayb her tone was too serious so she offended us…

She says she can’t act like nothing happened and continue to hang out with us…

She needs some time to get over this…

Ya Jing is a nice person…

She won’t do stuff like this…

May Yan and I do seni homework in class…

We finished in like half an hour like this…

I really don’t like Miss Sherry la…

I don’t know why…

She looks quite nice…

LOOKS only…

But her way of teaching is inhumane…

Lolx…

Don’t think I used the right word…

Don’t care la…

Last week…

She ask us to read 2 chapters in 5 minutes…

She wanted to ask us questions too…

If we didn’t answer the question we didn’t get to sit…

WTF la…

5 minutes only le…

What does she think we are?

God?

I doubt god could memorize 2 chapters in 5 minutes la…

May Yan say that’s the way of old ladies…

Old unmarried ladies…

I am starting to agree with her…

Last period relief…

Teachers got meeting…

Jia Yee came by our class and came in and had a chat with us…

I say I think she will be with Ye Shan…

She say I also say she will be with Kgai Ter la…

We chat for a while then Jia Yee went t chat with Ye Shan before heading back to class…

They sat together for a while…

Couldn’t see how they look while sitting together…

Someone blocking my view…

Today went home quite early for a Thursday…

Saw Zi Ling at the bus stop too…

She was waiting for the bus…

She was going to Kasturi…

A lot of people wanted to get on the bus…

After the bus left,

The bus stop was half empty…

Most of the students were waiting for the bus…

I was late for BM tuition…

Last week everyone was present…

Everyone besides me…

This week Jyb Sheng and Wai Leem were absent…

Teacher forgot I was coming this week…

He didn’t prepare any work for me…

The others were doing the work I did last Saturday…

I had to wait for teacher to Photostat some work for me…

I was the only one who wasn’t doing the work on the diary…

So special le…

Lolx…

The 3 guys sitting in front of me damn weird la…

Keep whispering and pushing here and there…

The funniest part was when teacher passed a piece of paper for us to write our names…

He wanted to take attendance…

The 3 guys changed each other’s name…

The names they changed damn funny wei…

Asked Bryan for committee’s number…

He only got 3…

2 I have d…

Only 1 got use…

Kgai Ter is the head of Gathering…

Can you believe it?

Xin Yuan is Pen. Ketua Permainan…

Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, PPT, Things that happen in school

Today ask Jane how she feeling…

Still wanna kill PPT?

She say ok liao…

Forgot to write yesterday…

Jane’s problem solve d…

PPT didn’t turn up…

Elly say saw her doing duty…

Elly, Jane and I went to toilet…

Very long didn’t jux the 3 of us together liao…

I damn bu shuang PPT liao…
F her la…

I don use rude words de…

But recently cox of PPT I start using liao…

She likes to be the third person so much ah?

Friendship…

Love…

Everything she also is the third person…

Make people argue…

F her!!!!

Damn gek ah…

I talk bad bout her u know…

I don care if it isn’t nice or right to do that…

No one understands how I feel…

I really believed her…

Thought she could be my friend…

Told her my secrets…

Told her too much in fact….

Trusted her too much…

She isn’t really as innocent as she looks…

She almost…

ALMOST…

Ruined my friendship with my friends…

My closest friends…

Could you believe it?

I didn’t think too much at the start…

Jux thought maybe my friend liked her company more than mine…

She is a really scary person u know…

She looks so damn innocent…

She doesn’t look like a person capable of doing such hurtful things…

I should have known…

When I saw her acting…

Jux for a joke la that time…

She can be a good actress…

What did I ever do to her?

According to her…

I was her first best friend in this school…

Ya rite…

If I was why the hell would she back-stab me?

She back-stab everyone…

Well…

Not really everyone la…

Those that are close with her…

Me, Elly, Amy, Pey Jing….

A lot la…

The only people she doesn’t back-stab is Pink and Jane…

I think Pink is cox she scared of Pink…

Jane is cox she not really close with Jane…

Nothing much for her to back-stab…

Does she even know what the meaning of friendship is?

If she even knows…

Why the hell is she doing this kind of things?

She won’t gain anything…

She will only lose us as her friends…

We can’t be as close as last time…

Not anymore…

I don’t know bout everyone else…

But I for one know I can’t…

I can’t trust her…

I trusted her…

What did I get?

Almost losing my best friends…

I won’t make the same mistake again…

I gave her a chance…

What did she do with it?

Nothing…

She made us hate her even more than last time…

At first I was still quite ok with her…

Cox I knows what it feels like when all your friends ignore you…

Especially your closest friends…

But,

Elly says a bit fake lo…

Talk bad bout her behind her back…

Still so friend with her…

Almost like how she treated me last year…

Mayb we shouldn’t talk bout last year…

But u must know something…

We tolerated with her back-stabbing…

Partly cox we didn’t know…

Partly cox we thought she would change…

Mayb it’s our fault for ignoring her…

Mayb it’s not…

It depends on u…

Will u forgive someone who back-stab almost everyone?

Even if we continue being friends with her,

It’s jux on the surface only…

There’s no trust anymore…

She made me doubt her words…

She tells everyone a different story…

How can u expect us to believe her anymore?

She lost our trust…

As everyone knows…

Trust needs to be gained…

We gave her our trust…

She misused it…

Nearly ruined our friendship…

How can we still trust her?

Unless we lose our memories or something similar happens…

As I said,

I hate back-stabbers…

I really really very bu shuang her…

She made a couple break…

Cox of her…

Can u believe it?

What the hell la…

They couple for 3 months liao…

Suddenly the guy like an yi…

He wanna kao her…

So he break with his gf…

U know what stupid reason he gave his gf?

He says she doesn’t care for him…

Not enough…

Ya rite, as if…

You jux wan a reason to break with your gf only…

You know you made your ex cry…

She really likes you…

She cried for two days…

Cox of you she will never couple again…

You really hurt her…

I hate you!!!

Why are you such a play boy?

We found out during recess…

I think Jane knew but this earlier…

Then Pink damn angry liao…

She keep saying wanna fan wor…

I keep saying no…

I don’t know why…

She almost fan with me….

Almost only la…

Then I think PPT sort of realize who we talking bout…

She went to find Amy…

Then she cried…

Zi ling went to console her you know…

WTF la…

PPT should be the one apologizing and consoling…

Not Zi Ling ok?

Jane, Pink, and E-Jia they all damn bu shuang liao…

They keep saying wanna scold her…

Then don’t know why I also start getting angry…

I ask Pey Jing && Pink pei me go back my class…

I wanna tell Amy what happen de…

But her teacher too early come liao…

The only thing I did was shout AMY….

Lolx…

Then when we went back into class I start scolding lo…

I damn bu shuang liao…

Ya Jing keep asking me to cool down but I couldn’t…

I so damn angry until I use rude words…

CY heard me…

He wanted to know what happen…

Second period after recess…

Pink, Jane they all pass my class…

They say they wanna scold PPT…

I think my teacher came into class la…

So I went back into class…

I thought they didn’t scold until…

After school Pink only tell me they found her in the toilet…

The 6 of them gang bang her…

Don’t really know how to spell…

Don’t know considered gang bang or not…

Pink and Jane the only people that scold her lo…

Pink say I should have gone…

I got more things to say than them…

Cox among us…

I am the 1 that most angry PPT de…

Pink say her answer keep changing…

Her answer changes every time they ask her…

Damn obvious she faking la…

She says she wants everyone to hang out together…

Last year…

I heard a different story from my friend…

Her supposedly best friend in Form 1…

Jux heard it today…

I angry so I ask her what kind of person was PPT?

According to my friend:

PPT is:

The kind of person that looks kind if u aren’t close with her…

When u start getting closer…

She won’t seem so kind anymore…

She’s the kind of person that mux get what she wants…

Her friend mux be her friend only…

WTF…

Why what she say and what my friend say totally different 1?

My friend won’t lie to me lo…

No use also she lie to me…

PPT really damn scary le…

She double-faced 1…

She is really suitable to be an actress…

That’s for sure…

I jux called Amy…

I wanted to tell Amy what really happened but what Amy said made me unable to do so…

She say PPT didn’t wanna tell them what happened de…

They keep asking her…

She keep repeating:

Nothing happened…

It’s my entire fault

They didn’t do anything…

Amy said this is the sentence they heard the most…

Amy still say PPT say she wanna transfer school but she can’t cox her brother is studying here too…

PPT says she won’t talk to guys anymore…

Ya rite, as if…

She also said she won’t like guys anymore…

Did she really d it?

NO…

She keep asking Amy what should she do now?

What can she do?

Is she really acting or is this real?

I damn gek cox Amy keep helping her…

Amy doesn’t know anything…

No offence…

But that’s the truth…

Amy keep saying how can we treat PPT like this?

Have we forgotten the times last year when we were laughing together?

Those happy memories?

Mayb Amy wanted to help PPT…

But she chose the wrong things to say…

I so angry is cox of last year…

You still want me to think of last year?

I still remember the happy memories…

But I also can’t forget the shock when I knew she was the one who back-stabbed me…

She was the only 1 I didn’t suspect…

Not that I don’t trust my other friends la…

Jux at that time when my friends all ignore me,

She still continue to be friends with me…

Now that I know the truth,

I really think she damn fake…

She was the one who back-stabbed me and she can act like nothing happened?

Why did she do so?

So I would have no friends?

She still could act like normal?

She didn’t talk bad bout me?

How can she act like she’s totally innocent?

Did she ever think how we would feel when we found out?

Did she think we wouldn’t find out?

She doesn’t know us…

We will find out…

Either now, or later…

We are the kind of people who will tell our friends stuff like this…

Stuff we think they should know…

This won’t be a secret for long…

She seriously should consider becoming an actress…

She would be a great actress…

Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, PPT, Things that happen in school

Friday

Today LM held its General Meeting for this year…

They passed a lot of students for this interview…

Amy, Pey Jing, Jane and Shi Yi passed their interviews too…

Oh yeah…

Meng Choon joined LM too…

Pey Jing and Jane in Publisiti…

Shi Yi and Meng Choon in Tugasan…

Amy in wakil kelas…

This is the first time I ever saw dk so full with lm members…

You joined LM too…

To my surprise…

Why would you wanna join LM?

For your friends?

I wonder how many will actually turn out to duty?

Maybe they can’t even fill half the dk?

I really wonder what’s wrong with this year’s committee…

They simply pass people…

No offence…

But…

Not all will turn up during duty…

Most jux join for the sake of their friends…

Whenever there are meetings that let us skip class or anything…

The dk is usually full…

But when it’s time to duty?

Not even half…

Maybe this year it will be different?

Maybe the committee’s know what they are doing by letting so many people pass?

They are getting stricter by the day…

Last time they let us play with our phones if it was a duty on a Saturday…

Now?

No…

They even confiscate your phone…

For old LM members la…

Cox they say we should know the rules…

I damn angry…

They didn’t even tell us this rule before…

Another new RULE…

If we don’t come for 3 duties,

They will give us a surat pecat…

I think if you got write letter saying why you didn’t come for duty is acceptable gua…

Last year…

I thought the committee members were bad enough…

Who knew this years committee were even worst…

Suddenly I wish last year’s committee members didn’t graduate…

I sort of miss them…

I hope no LM committee members see this…

But what I say is true…

Last year’s committee also said if we don’t come for duty we will receive a surat pecat…

But they didn’t really do it…

So only a few people take them seriously…

I think this year’s committee members really will give surat pecat lo…

But they really can’t expect us to come for every duty right?

What if we really can’t come?

I know it’s a rule for us to write formal letters so that they know why we don’t come…

But I think writing letters is a waste of time…

I think they should change the rule to telling a committee member…

At least they know and we don’t need to waste our time writing letters…

Another thing…

The signature drive…

I know they want us to know them and them to know us…

But it’s jux a waste of time…

Maybe they jux wanna find an excuse to torture us?

For example if 1 of the committee doesn’t like you…

He/She can ask you a ton of questions and still not give you their signature…

The worst part is we have to do this EVERY YEAR…

I jux realized I don’t like a lot of things bout LM…

Lolx…

Anywayx…

I really hope next year’s committees’ will be better…

After meeting me, Ya Jing, Wei Ling, Jane, Elly and An Yi went out eat chicken rice…

Jane forbid us to eat roast chicken…

Lolx…

We chat during lunch…

We were talking bout Evan…

Then we saw her ex…

We suddenly shut our mouths up…

Damn funny you know…

Then we start talking bout how good she is…

Damn fake wei…

An Yi and Ya Jing went back to school to get their purse…

Before they came back the food was served…

We start to eat first lo…

Hungry liao ma…

When An Yi and Ya Jing come back that time we don’t know why start talking bout QM…

At first we were talking bad bout QM…

Then I suddenly remembered Evan’s ex they all QM lai de…

We quickly change our tone…

Say QM very good…

Say what the sun got Vitamin D ah…

Damn swt le…

Then Jane, Elly and me went toilet…

Soon Ya Jing came in too…

We chat inside the toilet until someone wanna come in…

That person’s reaction when saw us in toilet is like…

Wtf la… So long de…

Lolx…

After paying the bill we went back school…

Start to rain…

Then we all parted ways…

Somehow we all manage to meet in canteen…

We chat in canteen while waiting for our cars to come…

Anywayx…

This day damn fei la…

Wei Ling fong me fei gei AGAIN…

Chi Yiu suddenly call her and tell her tomorrow they straight away go Sunway College…

Gek sei me ah…

Every time also fong me fei gei de…

Next time I wanna call her fong fei gei queen liao…

Lolx…

Saturday

Today LPS got organize a Managing Events Workshop at Sunway College…

Ting San said it would be better if we come…

She said we could gain a lot of benefits if we came…

I come with Willa…

She cheat me…

She say must reach before 7.30…

Scare me only…

When we reach after 7.30 nobody care also…

8.00 only ask us to gather to mengambil kedatangan…

Then they tell us what to do and what not to do during the workshop…

We divided into 2 groups…

2 buses…

My jie got come…

Long time didn’t have a long chat with her liao…

She also studies in P4…

Same class with you…

She’s PKT…

Lolx…

She told me a lot of stories bout you…

The stories quite funny…

Our workshop lecturer was Cik Yati…

She’s a nice lady…

She made this workshop fun…

Although I was very sleepy and was going top fall asleep any moment…

She made us energized…

I didn’t feel sleepy anymore…

We took notes on how to manage events…

Yer…

My jie’s handwriting damn small wei…

Even smaller than mine…

I thought mine was small liao…

Cannot…

I mux write smaller than her…

Lolx…

Wu liao rite?

Prepare proposals…

And stuff…

She got me interested in events management…

To tell the truth,

I get interested in a course very easily…

Before this I wanted to study hotel management…

Thx to my cousin sis who is studying this now…

Then she divided us into groups of 8…

Gave us some materials and asked us to think of an event and design a poster…

We also had to think of the attractions for our event…

There were 10 groups in total…

My group was group no. 1…

Group members consisted of me, Ee Voon, Huey Shin, Shi Yan, Yoon Dong, Mun Heong, Mun Yee && Felicia…

Our event was 1001 Night…

It was a gathering for all librarians…

Shi Yan’s art is so damn nice…

The designs on the poster were done by her…

She’s so artistic…

So is Huey Shin…

Felicia too…

They were the main people who came out with the ideas…

Our attraction was J. K. Rowling would be coming…

Winners would get a set of Harry Potter books with her signature…

Our objective was for the librarians to gather and interact…

Then it was time for presentation…

I liked Jie Yi’s presentation…

Their event was for Prom Night…

I liked their way of presentation but even if I wanted to go I couldn’t go…

Cox their target audience is Form 5’s only…

Actually I liked the way Jie Yi presented…

She was so confident with herself…

I wish I was half like her…

I don’t really remember every group’s presentation…

I jux know Wei Ling’s group…

Group 10…

Their presentation went quite well…

Their event was Fashion Show…

Their target audience is kids and teenagers…

Then Hwee Yeen’s group…

Their presentation gave me a spooky feeling…

Their event was Halloween Night…

They turned off the lights…

For a scary effect…

Their main attraction was their activities…

They had their group members demonstrate some of the activities…

Death Kiss-- Jeslyn and Lin Foong kiss…

With a plastic in the middle la of cox…

Scary Draw-- Group members gathered in front then Khar Wei put her hand inside the plastic bag and I don’t know what she drew out…

She screamed…

Damn realistic her scream…

Then Anselm’s group’s event was Seek True Love…

It was held at Taman Jaya Lake…

It was for singles and couples…

It was held in conjunction to Chinese New Year && Valentine’s Day…

They won a prize for the best presentation…

Kong Weng’s group’s event was a recycling campaign…

Their attraction was Lee Hom would be coming…

I can’t recall what other events there was…

Oh yeah…

Thought of 1…

Lovealicious…

Don’t know if I spelled wrongly…

This was Ting San’s group’s event…

Louise came up with the idea of a week long charity drive for her group event…

Their target audience would be general public…

They would be bringing the orphans to Sunway Lagoon on the last day of the charity drive…

There was 1 group that came up with the idea of a dinner…

I can’t really recall which group that was…

If I’m not mistaken,

Their attraction was everybody had to wear a mask…

Jie told me more stories on the way back…

Oh yeah…

I saw Wyn Yau in the canteen…

Sunway College’s canteen…

Not CHS canteen…

He studies in Sunway College?

Why are there so many ex CHS students in Sunway College?

Oh yeah…

I was very tired when I got back home…

But…

No choice…

Still had to go tuition…

I was almost going to sleep during tuition…

Even my teacher noticed…

Then when I reached home I fell asleep as soon as I got home…

Then Elly called me…

I said I very tired…

Then she hung up…

Then Kath called me…

She ask me to call Elly ask her wor…

I very lazy so I didn’t call Elly…

Elly called me…

She tell me something bout Jane de…

I ask her why hang up on me?

She say I hung up on her…

Yer…

Freaky incident AGAIN…

Hate it la…

Wei Ling called me too…

She changed her blog template…

Damn nice wei…

Love it…

She says she finally found a blogskin that I say it’s nice…

I got so shuai meh?

Never say her blogskin nice before?

Jie also told me you like a girl in your class…

She told me the name…

If I’m not mistaken,

The girl is very cute and pretty…

She has big eyes…

Damn cute…

Sunday

Today is the second time I woke up from a dream crying…

It’s always connected to my family…

Is there a possibility that dreams can be continued?

Like you dream until halfway then you woke up…

Then you continue your dream the next night?

Don’t really know what I talking bout liao…

I think everything that happens in life…

Happens for a reason…

I think…

Think only ah…

I am having these dreams to let me realize something…

Something that is important for me to know or I will suffer…

That important thing is…

No matter how much I love you?

If I chose to be together with you?

Believe it or not…

I would lose my feelings towards you in a few days time…

That’s minimum…

Maximum is a few weeks/months…

That’s what I think…

I don’t know…

&& I don’t want to know…

What’s done is done…

I can’t change the past…

Would you say if I was your gf now you would still love me as much as you did from the start?

Your feelings will never lessen?

I don’t think so…

You are the kind of guy that likes a guy for a while and then you will dump her…

That’s who you are…

You dare say I am wrong?

Even if I am wrong bout you…

At least there’s 1 thing I am certain…

I might lose feelings before you…

I am sure bout that…

That’s the way I am…

I don’t know why…

EVERYTIME…

I thought I really liked the guy…

But,

Who knew?

In the end I realized my feelings were less than I thought…

The difference was so big…

Why am I like this?

I really thought I could like someone for a long time…

Mayb that’s jux childish thinking…

The world is not as simple as we think…

My family is too important to me…

Maybe some people will think I am jux finding a reason for my actions…

For giving up on a chance to happiness…

For letting someone I love go…

But,

I really mean it when I say…

I don’t wanna make my mum angry anymore…

She’s not young…

I am her only daughter…

It’s only normal if she cares for me…

She wants me to concentrate on my studies for now…

If she didn’t care bout what I do?

Is she really my mum?

Mayb I am jux finding a reason for my own fault…

Who knows?

I sure don’t…

Maybe my family is right…

We shouldn’t be involved in any boy-girl relationship now…

Now is the time to study…

I think I should learn Amy…

Even if I like you,

No use rite?

You don’t like me…

So,

Since you are willing to be friends…

That’s fine with me…

Mayb being friends will be better?

Now my target is PMR…

As Elly says…

It won’t break your heart…

Lolx…

Swt wei…

Oh yeah…

Today saw a guy that looks like my friend…

Eye small small de….

Lolx…

Don’t wanna ignore Amy liao la…

Don’t wanna be so shuai liao…

I don’t know what class I should take next year…

My mum and dad both think I should choose science…

Cox if I study science there is a bigger scope of jobs for me to choose from…

Compared to arts la…

I think I still have feelings for you…

Not a lot…

A little…

I don’t know la…

I jux know I don’t regret my decision…

Cox,

The result would be the same…

I think?

I might still end up with a broken heart…

Or you end up with a broken heart?

Don’t know…

My heart feels lighter…

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