
Today Thursday…
I woke up late…
Got scolded by Man Ning’s mum…
Turns out Shen Zhong also woke up late…
Lolx…
Normally on Thursday we got house practice de…
But they changed the date to Tuesday…
On Tuesday it rained so we didn’t have practice…
Today Ya Jing not coming to school…
I asked her yesterday…
She says she very tired so she don’t wanna come…
We both decide to jux make a card for the sgrafitto…
Not really sure of the spelling…
Damn ma fan la…
Have to bring sketch book to school…
An Yi came up to me during perhimpunan and told me a lot of stuff…
She says sometimes she was jux joking but mayb her tone was too serious so she offended us…
She says she can’t act like nothing happened and continue to hang out with us…
She needs some time to get over this…
Ya Jing is a nice person…
She won’t do stuff like this…
May Yan and I do seni homework in class…
We finished in like half an hour like this…
I really don’t like Miss Sherry la…
I don’t know why…
She looks quite nice…
LOOKS only…
But her way of teaching is inhumane…
Lolx…
Don’t think I used the right word…
Don’t care la…
Last week…
She ask us to read 2 chapters in 5 minutes…
She wanted to ask us questions too…
If we didn’t answer the question we didn’t get to sit…
WTF la…
5 minutes only le…
What does she think we are?
God?
I doubt god could memorize 2 chapters in 5 minutes la…
May Yan say that’s the way of old ladies…
Old unmarried ladies…
I am starting to agree with her…
Last period relief…
Teachers got meeting…
Jia Yee came by our class and came in and had a chat with us…
I say I think she will be with Ye Shan…
She say I also say she will be with Kgai Ter la…
We chat for a while then Jia Yee went t chat with Ye Shan before heading back to class…
They sat together for a while…
Couldn’t see how they look while sitting together…
Someone blocking my view…
Today went home quite early for a Thursday…
Saw Zi Ling at the bus stop too…
She was waiting for the bus…
She was going to Kasturi…
A lot of people wanted to get on the bus…
After the bus left,
The bus stop was half empty…
Most of the students were waiting for the bus…
I was late for BM tuition…
Last week everyone was present…
Everyone besides me…
This week Jyb Sheng and Wai Leem were absent…
Teacher forgot I was coming this week…
He didn’t prepare any work for me…
The others were doing the work I did last Saturday…
I had to wait for teacher to Photostat some work for me…
I was the only one who wasn’t doing the work on the diary…
So special le…
Lolx…
The 3 guys sitting in front of me damn weird la…
Keep whispering and pushing here and there…
The funniest part was when teacher passed a piece of paper for us to write our names…
He wanted to take attendance…
The 3 guys changed each other’s name…
The names they changed damn funny wei…
Asked
He only got 3…
2 I have d…
Only 1 got use…
Kgai Ter is the head of Gathering…
Can you believe it?
Xin Yuan is Pen. Ketua Permainan…
Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, PPT, Things that happen in school
Is forgiving someone wrong?
It might and it might not…
It depends on how you see it…
Forgiving someone that deserves to be forgiven should be right…
What bout forgiving someone that supposedly doesn’t deserve your forgiving?
Forgiving someone that supposedly did a lot of bad things to you?
Is it right?
I don’t know…
I forgave her…
I forgave her when I said I wouldn’t…
Am I doing the wrong thing?
Saying I won’t forgive her…
And I’m the first person to forgive her…
Among us la I mean…
I don’t really know what got into me…
I saw her sad face and suddenly I had an urge to forgive her…
That’s weird right?
I think so too…
Told Elly, Jane and Pink bout my decision…
I think they bu shuang liao…
Especially Pink…
Am I doing the right thing in forgiving her?
I damn scared Elly they all…
They are my bestest friends…
If they ignore me I don’t know what I am supposed to do…
Had lunch with Ya Jing…
We ate Domino’s…
Saw Nick and *erhem*…
They damn sweet wei…
Oh yeah…
Had a bet with Ya Jing on will you stay…
I won…
No surprise there…
You seldom come for practice right?
After lunch we went back into school and saw Amy…
I thought she had went home…
She says she got LM duty…
We all go PBC there help sell stuff….
I
YYY also there…
He in charge of selling eggs…
Jia Yong belanja me cotton candy…
I want blue colour de…
I also don’t know why…
Special gua…
Then I tell Amy I wanna belanja YYY eat…
Guess what Amy did?
She straightaway jumped up and went up to YYY with my cotton candy…
She says he says thanks…
Amy and Ya Jing wanna eat the egg…
Ya Jing and I went to buy the coupons…
Then hor…
That stupid YYY gek sei me jor…
I was standing there for like a few seconds liao…
Joe Yin came and ask me wanna buy?
I say wan but someone doesn’t wanna sell only…
Joe Yin scold him…
You know what he say?
I look like I wanna kao zai more than I wanna buy stuff…
Waliao eh…
That time only him in front of me le…
Gek sei ah…
Then Amy wanna eat sweet potato too…
So Ya Jing steam the sweet potato for Amy…
Then I wanna go find man ning…
Wanna tell her go find me when her practice ends…
She keep telling me to wait…
I no patience so I left…
The second time Amy told Jaykerr to tell man ning…
He ask who’s man ning…
Amy says ask la…
Then he ask out loud…
Quite loud liao la…
Who’s man ning…
Damn swt wei…
After that Ya Jing wanna go mv liao…
So, me, Pey Jing, Shi Yi and Amy walk around lo…
Oh yeah…
We wrote something on the board…
Amy wrote for me she wrote…
520
24625…
She added a smiley face at the corner…
Shi Yi wrote for Pey Jing…
Carbohydrate and Oxygen…
I think…
Then we help Shi Yi write…
I think I wrote I <3>
Shi Yi wanted something starting with the name D ma…
That was the first thing that came into mind…
Amy and Pey Jing wanted to go out liao…
So I
Oh yeah…
I bought another packet of cotton candy…
This time purple colour…
Wu liao le…
Then man ning came out…
Turns out Jaykerr knows her…
Wu liao hor him…
Every time the ball is in his hands…
The ball sure kena man ning de…
Don’t know is accident or on purpose de…
Then Ya Jing came back…
She say Mr. Lim didn’t go mv also…
Then she got up the bus to mv…
Oh yeah…
I was almost late to tuition…
ALMOST only…
Today our tuition full…
No extra place…
Ry-Ann sat beside me…
She looked familiar…
She was from Puay Chai…
My suspicions were correct…
When I reach tuition…
Wei Hong looked at me and asked Andrea I look like Mei Jun hor?
Andrea say your eye got problem la…
He say no la…
When he saw Mei Jun in school he thought about me…
He say we look alike…
Andrea say why don’t he take picture of me and a picture of Mei Jun to compare?
He say he wanna put inside computer to scan…
He say sure got 80 percent alike..
Swt wei…
I don’t even know who they talking bout…
That day Pink gang bang people almost everyone know liao…
According to Chong Sheng la…
Yung Yew changed to Wednesday class…
Labels: PPT, Things that happen in school, To you... Will u have the chance to see this?
Today ask Jane how she feeling…
Still wanna kill PPT?
She say ok liao…
Forgot to write yesterday…
Jane’s problem solve d…
PPT didn’t turn up…
Elly say saw her doing duty…
Elly, Jane and I went to toilet…
Very long didn’t jux the 3 of us together liao…
I damn bu shuang PPT liao…
F her la…
I don use rude words de…
But recently cox of PPT I start using liao…
She likes to be the third person so much ah?
Friendship…
Love…
Everything she also is the third person…
Make people argue…
F her!!!!
Damn gek ah…
I talk bad bout her u know…
I don care if it isn’t nice or right to do that…
No one understands how I feel…
I really believed her…
Thought she could be my friend…
Told her my secrets…
Told her too much in fact….
Trusted her too much…
She isn’t really as innocent as she looks…
She almost…
ALMOST…
Ruined my friendship with my friends…
My closest friends…
Could you believe it?
I didn’t think too much at the start…
Jux thought maybe my friend liked her company more than mine…
She is a really scary person u know…
She looks so damn innocent…
She doesn’t look like a person capable of doing such hurtful things…
I should have known…
When I saw her acting…
Jux for a joke la that time…
She can be a good actress…
What did I ever do to her?
According to her…
I was her first best friend in this school…
Ya rite…
If I was why the hell would she back-stab me?
She back-stab everyone…
Well…
Not really everyone la…
Those that are close with her…
Me, Elly, Amy, Pey Jing….
A lot la…
The only people she doesn’t back-stab is Pink and Jane…
I think Pink is cox she scared of Pink…
Jane is cox she not really close with Jane…
Nothing much for her to back-stab…
Does she even know what the meaning of friendship is?
If she even knows…
Why the hell is she doing this kind of things?
She won’t gain anything…
She will only lose us as her friends…
We can’t be as close as last time…
Not anymore…
I don’t know bout everyone else…
But I for one know I can’t…
I can’t trust her…
I trusted her…
What did I get?
Almost losing my best friends…
I won’t make the same mistake again…
I gave her a chance…
What did she do with it?
Nothing…
She made us hate her even more than last time…
At first I was still quite ok with her…
Cox I knows what it feels like when all your friends ignore you…
Especially your closest friends…
But,
Elly says a bit fake lo…
Talk bad bout her behind her back…
Still so friend with her…
Almost like how she treated me last year…
Mayb we shouldn’t talk bout last year…
But u must know something…
We tolerated with her back-stabbing…
Partly cox we didn’t know…
Partly cox we thought she would change…
Mayb it’s our fault for ignoring her…
Mayb it’s not…
It depends on u…
Will u forgive someone who back-stab almost everyone?
Even if we continue being friends with her,
It’s jux on the surface only…
There’s no trust anymore…
She made me doubt her words…
She tells everyone a different story…
How can u expect us to believe her anymore?
She lost our trust…
As everyone knows…
Trust needs to be gained…
We gave her our trust…
She misused it…
Nearly ruined our friendship…
How can we still trust her?
Unless we lose our memories or something similar happens…
As I said,
I hate back-stabbers…
I really really very bu shuang her…
She made a couple break…
Cox of her…
Can u believe it?
What the hell la…
They couple for 3 months liao…
Suddenly the guy like an yi…
He wanna kao her…
So he break with his gf…
U know what stupid reason he gave his gf?
He says she doesn’t care for him…
Not enough…
Ya rite, as if…
You jux wan a reason to break with your gf only…
You know you made your ex cry…
She really likes you…
She cried for two days…
Cox of you she will never couple again…
You really hurt her…
I hate you!!!
Why are you such a play boy?
We found out during recess…
I think Jane knew but this earlier…
Then Pink damn angry liao…
She keep saying wanna fan wor…
I keep saying no…
I don’t know why…
She almost fan with me….
Almost only la…
Then I think PPT sort of realize who we talking bout…
She went to find Amy…
Then she cried…
Zi ling went to console her you know…
WTF la…
PPT should be the one apologizing and consoling…
Not Zi Ling ok?
Jane, Pink, and E-Jia they all damn bu shuang liao…
They keep saying wanna scold her…
Then don’t know why I also start getting angry…
I ask Pey Jing && Pink
I wanna tell Amy what happen de…
But her teacher too early come liao…
The only thing I did was shout AMY….
Lolx…
Then when we went back into class I start scolding lo…
I damn bu shuang liao…
Ya Jing keep asking me to cool down but I couldn’t…
I so damn angry until I use rude words…
CY heard me…
He wanted to know what happen…
Second period after recess…
Pink, Jane they all pass my class…
They say they wanna scold PPT…
I think my teacher came into class la…
So I went back into class…
I thought they didn’t scold until…
After school Pink only tell me they found her in the toilet…
The 6 of them gang bang her…
Don’t really know how to spell…
Don’t know considered gang bang or not…
Pink and Jane the only people that scold her lo…
Pink say I should have gone…
I got more things to say than them…
Cox among us…
I am the 1 that most angry PPT de…
Pink say her answer keep changing…
Her answer changes every time they ask her…
Damn obvious she faking la…
She says she wants everyone to hang out together…
Last year…
I heard a different story from my friend…
Her supposedly best friend in Form 1…
Jux heard it today…
I angry so I ask her what kind of person was PPT?
According to my friend:
PPT is:
The kind of person that looks kind if u aren’t close with her…
When u start getting closer…
She won’t seem so kind anymore…
She’s the kind of person that mux get what she wants…
Her friend mux be her friend only…
WTF…
Why what she say and what my friend say totally different 1?
My friend won’t lie to me lo…
No use also she lie to me…
PPT really damn scary le…
She double-faced 1…
She is really suitable to be an actress…
That’s for sure…
I jux called Amy…
I wanted to tell Amy what really happened but what Amy said made me unable to do so…
She say PPT didn’t wanna tell them what happened de…
They keep asking her…
She keep repeating:
Nothing happened…
It’s my entire fault
They didn’t do anything…
Amy said this is the sentence they heard the most…
Amy still say PPT say she wanna transfer school but she can’t cox her brother is studying here too…
PPT says she won’t talk to guys anymore…
Ya rite, as if…
She also said she won’t like guys anymore…
Did she really d it?
NO…
She keep asking Amy what should she do now?
What can she do?
Is she really acting or is this real?
I damn gek cox Amy keep helping her…
Amy doesn’t know anything…
No offence…
But that’s the truth…
Amy keep saying how can we treat PPT like this?
Have we forgotten the times last year when we were laughing together?
Those happy memories?
Mayb Amy wanted to help PPT…
But she chose the wrong things to say…
I so angry is cox of last year…
You still want me to think of last year?
I still remember the happy memories…
But I also can’t forget the shock when I knew she was the one who back-stabbed me…
She was the only 1 I didn’t suspect…
Not that I don’t trust my other friends la…
Jux at that time when my friends all ignore me,
She still continue to be friends with me…
Now that I know the truth,
I really think she damn fake…
She was the one who back-stabbed me and she can act like nothing happened?
Why did she do so?
So I would have no friends?
She still could act like normal?
She didn’t talk bad bout me?
How can she act like she’s totally innocent?
Did she ever think how we would feel when we found out?
Did she think we wouldn’t find out?
She doesn’t know us…
We will find out…
Either now, or later…
We are the kind of people who will tell our friends stuff like this…
Stuff we think they should know…
This won’t be a secret for long…
She seriously should consider becoming an actress…
She would be a great actress…
Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, PPT, Things that happen in school
