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Emo post rite?

Sorry, can’t do anything bout it…

Several deaths have happened around me…

My niece died…

She was only 8 months old…

She wasn’t even born…

1 more month and she would be born…

Jux dat 1 month,

But God wouldn’t let her live…

Although she was never born,

I never really got to know her,

But she had a place in my heart…

Not much,

But there still …

Hearing her death made me realize her place in my heart…

I had been waiting for this niece,

A niece I would treat as my own little sister…

Jux when we all thought she was gonna be born soon,

God took her away from us…

Everyone in my family had been waiting for this little baby to be born,

Everyone including her 2 year old brother…

Everyone is sad to know her death…

I jux can’t imagine how her parents are feeling right now?

Their pain mux be worst than mine…

Especially my cousin…

Those who had their babies for 3 months only already cried like hell when they lost their baby…

What bout her?

8 months…

She has been carrying this baby for 8 months,

8 whole months,

Everything was fine until now,

The doctor suddenly tells her that the baby’s heart has stopped beating…

She mux be suffering…

I am sure of that…

It’s impossible to lose something that close to u and not suffer…

Her husband can’t be by her side too…

However,

She has to stay cheerful…

She can’t break down…

She still has a 2 year old son to take care of…

Well…

I said several deaths happened right?

There’s another…

My tuition teacher died…

Cikgu Yushak…

He’s been teaching me Malay since form 1…

He’s one of the best teachers’ I have known…

He was a great teacher…

Had a great memory…

He was a joker…

Used to tell us jokes in class…

He even tolerated us when we were listening to mp3s…

Where can u find another teacher like that?

The week before…

He even reminded us to do our homework…

This week,

I went to tuition as usual…

We changed to another room…

I thought Cikgu Yushak was absent…

Who knows?

The person-in-charge of the tuition centre came in and told us that Cikgu Yushak had passed away…

He also told us that Cikgu Yushak had prepared work for us…

Cikgu Yushak prepared a karangan for us to write…

The title was ‘How I felt when my grandmother passed away’…

Ironical isn’t it?

It’s like he knew what would happen…

Cikgu Yushak was a great teacher…

He did his best to guide us in writing karangan…

I doubt I will ever forget this teacher…

I was gonna cry,

But I managed to hold back my tears…

Two deaths have occurred to the people around me during these holidays…

Two deaths in jux three days…

How can my post not be emo?

I’m done with being sad…

It’s useless being sad…

I still need to continue my life…

But from today onwards,

I think I will start thinking the negative way… =)

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