



I don’t understand…
I really don’t…
Y mux this bottle of stars appear now?
I’m not complaining…
I jux wanna know y now?
Y couldn’t it have appeared earlier…
Jux when I had given up hope,
Given up hope on both him and this bottle of stars appearing…
Y does everything happen jux when I had given up hope?
This bottle of stars broke around 2 months ago…
As I said,
The breaking of this bottle symbolized the breaking of my heart…
The pieces of stars symbolize my heart…
It was broken into pieces more than 2 months ago…
I had jux given up hope on him…
I gave up hoping to get this bottle of stars again a few weeks ago…
On the same day that I had given up hope on him,
Elly called me to tell me she had bought the bottle of stars that I wanted…
That I had been searching for so long…
How sweet of her…
Love ya lao gong…
As she said,
We are not lesbian…
Jux really good friends…
We have known each other for three years…
Jux celebrated our anniversary last Saturday…
But what does this mean?
I don’t know…
Everyone advised me to give up…
Ok,
I have started to accept the fact that nothing is ever going to happen between us…
I am starting to give up…
And this bottle of stars reappears…
Can this be considered as lost and found?
The bottle of stars that I broke was important to me…
It symbolized my heart…
My heart had been broken and now another bottle of stars appears…
Does this mean my heart isn’t hurt anymore?
No way…
The bottle of stars broke…
My heart broke too…
This new bottle of stars can only be a replacement…
It’ll never be the same…
Never have the same meaning…
Not anymore…
The difference between these 2 bottles are 1 is blue and the other is white…
Even if I manage to find blue stars to change with the white stars…
It’s still another bottle of stars…
It’s not the same one…
A heart that has been broken can never be the same as before…
Maybe this means it’s time to move on?
No matter what,
I still wanna say thx to Elly for finding this bottle of stars for me…
Thx lao gong…
Though the meaning is completely different,
This bottle of stars will still be very important to me…
Cox it’s your present to me… =)
Labels: Friends, Giving Up, Jux a bunch of crap, Live life to the fullest