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Thursday, January 31, 2008 6:38 PM
Thursday
Today Thursday…
I woke up late…
Got scolded by Man Ning’s mum…
Turns out Shen Zhong also woke up late…
Lolx…
Normally on Thursday we got house practice de…
But they changed the date to Tuesday…
On Tuesday it rained so we didn’t have practice…
Today Ya Jing not coming to school…
I asked her yesterday…
She says she very tired so she don’t wanna come…
We both decide to jux make a card for the sgrafitto…
Not really sure of the spelling…
Damn ma fan la…
Have to bring sketch book to school…
An Yi came up to me during perhimpunan and told me a lot of stuff…
She says sometimes she was jux joking but mayb her tone was too serious so she offended us…
She says she can’t act like nothing happened and continue to hang out with us…
She needs some time to get over this…
Ya Jing is a nice person…
She won’t do stuff like this…
May Yan and I do seni homework in class…
We finished in like half an hour like this…
I really don’t like Miss Sherry la…
I don’t know why…
She looks quite nice…
LOOKS only…
But her way of teaching is inhumane…
Lolx…
Don’t think I used the right word…
Don’t care la…
Last week…
She ask us to read 2 chapters in 5 minutes…
She wanted to ask us questions too…
If we didn’t answer the question we didn’t get to sit…
WTF la…
5 minutes only le…
What does she think we are?
God?
I doubt god could memorize 2 chapters in 5 minutes la…
May Yan say that’s the way of old ladies…
Old unmarried ladies…
I am starting to agree with her…
Last period relief…
Teachers got meeting…
Jia Yee came by our class and came in and had a chat with us…
I say I think she will be with Ye Shan…
She say I also say she will be with Kgai Ter la…
We chat for a while then Jia Yee went t chat with Ye Shan before heading back to class…
They sat together for a while…
Couldn’t see how they look while sitting together…
Someone blocking my view…
Today went home quite early for a Thursday…
Saw Zi Ling at the bus stop too…
She was waiting for the bus…
She was going to Kasturi…
A lot of people wanted to get on the bus…
After the bus left,
The bus stop was half empty…
Most of the students were waiting for the bus…
I was late for BM tuition…
Last week everyone was present…
Everyone besides me…
This week Jyb Sheng and Wai Leem were absent…
Teacher forgot I was coming this week…
He didn’t prepare any work for me…
The others were doing the work I did last Saturday…
I had to wait for teacher to Photostat some work for me…
I was the only one who wasn’t doing the work on the diary…
So special le…
Lolx…
The 3 guys sitting in front of me damn weird la…
Keep whispering and pushing here and there…
The funniest part was when teacher passed a piece of paper for us to write our names…
He wanted to take attendance…
The 3 guys changed each other’s name…
The names they changed damn funny wei…
Asked
He only got 3…
2 I have d…
Only 1 got use…
Kgai Ter is the head of Gathering…
Can you believe it?
Xin Yuan is Pen. Ketua Permainan…
Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, PPT, Things that happen in school
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 6:34 PM
Forgiving
Is forgiving someone wrong?
It might and it might not…
It depends on how you see it…
Forgiving someone that deserves to be forgiven should be right…
What bout forgiving someone that supposedly doesn’t deserve your forgiving?
Forgiving someone that supposedly did a lot of bad things to you?
Is it right?
I don’t know…
I forgave her…
I forgave her when I said I wouldn’t…
Am I doing the wrong thing?
Saying I won’t forgive her…
And I’m the first person to forgive her…
Among us la I mean…
I don’t really know what got into me…
I saw her sad face and suddenly I had an urge to forgive her…
That’s weird right?
I think so too…
Told Elly, Jane and Pink bout my decision…
I think they bu shuang liao…
Especially Pink…
Am I doing the right thing in forgiving her?
I damn scared Elly they all…
They are my bestest friends…
If they ignore me I don’t know what I am supposed to do…
Had lunch with Ya Jing…
We ate Domino’s…
Saw Nick and *erhem*…
They damn sweet wei…
Oh yeah…
Had a bet with Ya Jing on will you stay…
I won…
No surprise there…
You seldom come for practice right?
After lunch we went back into school and saw Amy…
I thought she had went home…
She says she got LM duty…
We all go PBC there help sell stuff….
I
YYY also there…
He in charge of selling eggs…
Jia Yong belanja me cotton candy…
I want blue colour de…
I also don’t know why…
Special gua…
Then I tell Amy I wanna belanja YYY eat…
Guess what Amy did?
She straightaway jumped up and went up to YYY with my cotton candy…
She says he says thanks…
Amy and Ya Jing wanna eat the egg…
Ya Jing and I went to buy the coupons…
Then hor…
That stupid YYY gek sei me jor…
I was standing there for like a few seconds liao…
Joe Yin came and ask me wanna buy?
I say wan but someone doesn’t wanna sell only…
Joe Yin scold him…
You know what he say?
I look like I wanna kao zai more than I wanna buy stuff…
Waliao eh…
That time only him in front of me le…
Gek sei ah…
Then Amy wanna eat sweet potato too…
So Ya Jing steam the sweet potato for Amy…
Then I wanna go find man ning…
Wanna tell her go find me when her practice ends…
She keep telling me to wait…
I no patience so I left…
The second time Amy told Jaykerr to tell man ning…
He ask who’s man ning…
Amy says ask la…
Then he ask out loud…
Quite loud liao la…
Who’s man ning…
Damn swt wei…
After that Ya Jing wanna go mv liao…
So, me, Pey Jing, Shi Yi and Amy walk around lo…
Oh yeah…
We wrote something on the board…
Amy wrote for me she wrote…
520
24625…
She added a smiley face at the corner…
Shi Yi wrote for Pey Jing…
Carbohydrate and Oxygen…
I think…
Then we help Shi Yi write…
I think I wrote I <3>
Shi Yi wanted something starting with the name D ma…
That was the first thing that came into mind…
Amy and Pey Jing wanted to go out liao…
So I
Oh yeah…
I bought another packet of cotton candy…
This time purple colour…
Wu liao le…
Then man ning came out…
Turns out Jaykerr knows her…
Wu liao hor him…
Every time the ball is in his hands…
The ball sure kena man ning de…
Don’t know is accident or on purpose de…
Then Ya Jing came back…
She say Mr. Lim didn’t go mv also…
Then she got up the bus to mv…
Oh yeah…
I was almost late to tuition…
ALMOST only…
Today our tuition full…
No extra place…
Ry-Ann sat beside me…
She looked familiar…
She was from Puay Chai…
My suspicions were correct…
When I reach tuition…
Wei Hong looked at me and asked Andrea I look like Mei Jun hor?
Andrea say your eye got problem la…
He say no la…
When he saw Mei Jun in school he thought about me…
He say we look alike…
Andrea say why don’t he take picture of me and a picture of Mei Jun to compare?
He say he wanna put inside computer to scan…
He say sure got 80 percent alike..
Swt wei…
I don’t even know who they talking bout…
That day Pink gang bang people almost everyone know liao…
According to Chong Sheng la…
Yung Yew changed to Wednesday class…
Labels: PPT, Things that happen in school, To you... Will u have the chance to see this?
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 6:29 PM
PPT
Today ask Jane how she feeling…
Still wanna kill PPT?
She say ok liao…
Forgot to write yesterday…
Jane’s problem solve d…
PPT didn’t turn up…
Elly say saw her doing duty…
Elly, Jane and I went to toilet…
Very long didn’t jux the 3 of us together liao…
I damn bu shuang PPT liao…
F her la…
I don use rude words de…
But recently cox of PPT I start using liao…
She likes to be the third person so much ah?
Friendship…
Love…
Everything she also is the third person…
Make people argue…
F her!!!!
Damn gek ah…
I talk bad bout her u know…
I don care if it isn’t nice or right to do that…
No one understands how I feel…
I really believed her…
Thought she could be my friend…
Told her my secrets…
Told her too much in fact….
Trusted her too much…
She isn’t really as innocent as she looks…
She almost…
ALMOST…
Ruined my friendship with my friends…
My closest friends…
Could you believe it?
I didn’t think too much at the start…
Jux thought maybe my friend liked her company more than mine…
She is a really scary person u know…
She looks so damn innocent…
She doesn’t look like a person capable of doing such hurtful things…
I should have known…
When I saw her acting…
Jux for a joke la that time…
She can be a good actress…
What did I ever do to her?
According to her…
I was her first best friend in this school…
Ya rite…
If I was why the hell would she back-stab me?
She back-stab everyone…
Well…
Not really everyone la…
Those that are close with her…
Me, Elly, Amy, Pey Jing….
A lot la…
The only people she doesn’t back-stab is Pink and Jane…
I think Pink is cox she scared of Pink…
Jane is cox she not really close with Jane…
Nothing much for her to back-stab…
Does she even know what the meaning of friendship is?
If she even knows…
Why the hell is she doing this kind of things?
She won’t gain anything…
She will only lose us as her friends…
We can’t be as close as last time…
Not anymore…
I don’t know bout everyone else…
But I for one know I can’t…
I can’t trust her…
I trusted her…
What did I get?
Almost losing my best friends…
I won’t make the same mistake again…
I gave her a chance…
What did she do with it?
Nothing…
She made us hate her even more than last time…
At first I was still quite ok with her…
Cox I knows what it feels like when all your friends ignore you…
Especially your closest friends…
But,
Elly says a bit fake lo…
Talk bad bout her behind her back…
Still so friend with her…
Almost like how she treated me last year…
Mayb we shouldn’t talk bout last year…
But u must know something…
We tolerated with her back-stabbing…
Partly cox we didn’t know…
Partly cox we thought she would change…
Mayb it’s our fault for ignoring her…
Mayb it’s not…
It depends on u…
Will u forgive someone who back-stab almost everyone?
Even if we continue being friends with her,
It’s jux on the surface only…
There’s no trust anymore…
She made me doubt her words…
She tells everyone a different story…
How can u expect us to believe her anymore?
She lost our trust…
As everyone knows…
Trust needs to be gained…
We gave her our trust…
She misused it…
Nearly ruined our friendship…
How can we still trust her?
Unless we lose our memories or something similar happens…
As I said,
I hate back-stabbers…
I really really very bu shuang her…
She made a couple break…
Cox of her…
Can u believe it?
What the hell la…
They couple for 3 months liao…
Suddenly the guy like an yi…
He wanna kao her…
So he break with his gf…
U know what stupid reason he gave his gf?
He says she doesn’t care for him…
Not enough…
Ya rite, as if…
You jux wan a reason to break with your gf only…
You know you made your ex cry…
She really likes you…
She cried for two days…
Cox of you she will never couple again…
You really hurt her…
I hate you!!!
Why are you such a play boy?
We found out during recess…
I think Jane knew but this earlier…
Then Pink damn angry liao…
She keep saying wanna fan wor…
I keep saying no…
I don’t know why…
She almost fan with me….
Almost only la…
Then I think PPT sort of realize who we talking bout…
She went to find Amy…
Then she cried…
Zi ling went to console her you know…
WTF la…
PPT should be the one apologizing and consoling…
Not Zi Ling ok?
Jane, Pink, and E-Jia they all damn bu shuang liao…
They keep saying wanna scold her…
Then don’t know why I also start getting angry…
I ask Pey Jing && Pink
I wanna tell Amy what happen de…
But her teacher too early come liao…
The only thing I did was shout AMY….
Lolx…
Then when we went back into class I start scolding lo…
I damn bu shuang liao…
Ya Jing keep asking me to cool down but I couldn’t…
I so damn angry until I use rude words…
CY heard me…
He wanted to know what happen…
Second period after recess…
Pink, Jane they all pass my class…
They say they wanna scold PPT…
I think my teacher came into class la…
So I went back into class…
I thought they didn’t scold until…
After school Pink only tell me they found her in the toilet…
The 6 of them gang bang her…
Don’t really know how to spell…
Don’t know considered gang bang or not…
Pink and Jane the only people that scold her lo…
Pink say I should have gone…
I got more things to say than them…
Cox among us…
I am the 1 that most angry PPT de…
Pink say her answer keep changing…
Her answer changes every time they ask her…
Damn obvious she faking la…
She says she wants everyone to hang out together…
Last year…
I heard a different story from my friend…
Her supposedly best friend in Form 1…
Jux heard it today…
I angry so I ask her what kind of person was PPT?
According to my friend:
PPT is:
The kind of person that looks kind if u aren’t close with her…
When u start getting closer…
She won’t seem so kind anymore…
She’s the kind of person that mux get what she wants…
Her friend mux be her friend only…
WTF…
Why what she say and what my friend say totally different 1?
My friend won’t lie to me lo…
No use also she lie to me…
PPT really damn scary le…
She double-faced 1…
She is really suitable to be an actress…
That’s for sure…
I jux called Amy…
I wanted to tell Amy what really happened but what Amy said made me unable to do so…
She say PPT didn’t wanna tell them what happened de…
They keep asking her…
She keep repeating:
Nothing happened…
It’s my entire fault
They didn’t do anything…
Amy said this is the sentence they heard the most…
Amy still say PPT say she wanna transfer school but she can’t cox her brother is studying here too…
PPT says she won’t talk to guys anymore…
Ya rite, as if…
She also said she won’t like guys anymore…
Did she really d it?
NO…
She keep asking Amy what should she do now?
What can she do?
Is she really acting or is this real?
I damn gek cox Amy keep helping her…
Amy doesn’t know anything…
No offence…
But that’s the truth…
Amy keep saying how can we treat PPT like this?
Have we forgotten the times last year when we were laughing together?
Those happy memories?
Mayb Amy wanted to help PPT…
But she chose the wrong things to say…
I so angry is cox of last year…
You still want me to think of last year?
I still remember the happy memories…
But I also can’t forget the shock when I knew she was the one who back-stabbed me…
She was the only 1 I didn’t suspect…
Not that I don’t trust my other friends la…
Jux at that time when my friends all ignore me,
She still continue to be friends with me…
Now that I know the truth,
I really think she damn fake…
She was the one who back-stabbed me and she can act like nothing happened?
Why did she do so?
So I would have no friends?
She still could act like normal?
She didn’t talk bad bout me?
How can she act like she’s totally innocent?
Did she ever think how we would feel when we found out?
Did she think we wouldn’t find out?
She doesn’t know us…
We will find out…
Either now, or later…
We are the kind of people who will tell our friends stuff like this…
Stuff we think they should know…
This won’t be a secret for long…
She seriously should consider becoming an actress…
She would be a great actress…
Labels: Friends, Jux a bunch of crap, PPT, Things that happen in school
Monday, January 28, 2008 4:20 PM
Stuff
Friday
Today LM held its General Meeting for this year…
They passed a lot of students for this interview…
Amy, Pey Jing, Jane and Shi Yi passed their interviews too…
Oh yeah…
Meng Choon joined LM too…
Pey Jing and Jane in Publisiti…
Shi Yi and Meng Choon in Tugasan…
Amy in wakil kelas…
This is the first time I ever saw dk so full with lm members…
You joined LM too…
To my surprise…
Why would you wanna join LM?
For your friends?
I wonder how many will actually turn out to duty?
Maybe they can’t even fill half the dk?
I really wonder what’s wrong with this year’s committee…
They simply pass people…
No offence…
But…
Not all will turn up during duty…
Most jux join for the sake of their friends…
Whenever there are meetings that let us skip class or anything…
The dk is usually full…
But when it’s time to duty?
Not even half…
Maybe this year it will be different?
Maybe the committee’s know what they are doing by letting so many people pass?
They are getting stricter by the day…
Last time they let us play with our phones if it was a duty on a Saturday…
Now?
No…
They even confiscate your phone…
For old LM members la…
Cox they say we should know the rules…
I damn angry…
They didn’t even tell us this rule before…
Another new RULE…
If we don’t come for 3 duties,
They will give us a
I think if you got write letter saying why you didn’t come for duty is acceptable gua…
Last year…
I thought the committee members were bad enough…
Who knew this years committee were even worst…
Suddenly I wish last year’s committee members didn’t graduate…
I sort of miss them…
I hope no LM committee members see this…
But what I say is true…
Last year’s committee also said if we don’t come for duty we will receive a
But they didn’t really do it…
So only a few people take them seriously…
I think this year’s committee members really will give
But they really can’t expect us to come for every duty right?
What if we really can’t come?
I know it’s a rule for us to write formal letters so that they know why we don’t come…
But I think writing letters is a waste of time…
I think they should change the rule to telling a committee member…
At least they know and we don’t need to waste our time writing letters…
Another thing…
The signature drive…
I know they want us to know them and them to know us…
But it’s jux a waste of time…
Maybe they jux wanna find an excuse to torture us?
For example if 1 of the committee doesn’t like you…
He/She can ask you a ton of questions and still not give you their signature…
The worst part is we have to do this EVERY YEAR…
I jux realized I don’t like a lot of things bout LM…
Lolx…
Anywayx…
I really hope next year’s committees’ will be better…
After meeting me, Ya Jing, Wei Ling, Jane, Elly and An Yi went out eat chicken rice…
Jane forbid us to eat roast chicken…
Lolx…
We chat during lunch…
We were talking bout Evan…
Then we saw her ex…
We suddenly shut our mouths up…
Damn funny you know…
Then we start talking bout how good she is…
Damn fake wei…
An Yi and Ya Jing went back to school to get their purse…
Before they came back the food was served…
We start to eat first lo…
Hungry liao ma…
When An Yi and Ya Jing come back that time we don’t know why start talking bout QM…
At first we were talking bad bout QM…
Then I suddenly remembered Evan’s ex they all QM lai de…
We quickly change our tone…
Say QM very good…
Say what the sun got Vitamin D ah…
Damn swt le…
Then Jane, Elly and me went toilet…
Soon Ya Jing came in too…
We chat inside the toilet until someone wanna come in…
That person’s reaction when saw us in toilet is like…
Wtf la… So long de…
Lolx…
After paying the bill we went back school…
Start to rain…
Then we all parted ways…
Somehow we all manage to meet in canteen…
We chat in canteen while waiting for our cars to come…
Anywayx…
This day damn fei la…
Wei Ling fong me fei gei AGAIN…
Chi Yiu suddenly call her and tell her tomorrow they straight away go
Gek sei me ah…
Every time also fong me fei gei de…
Next time I wanna call her fong fei gei queen liao…
Lolx…
Saturday
Today LPS got organize a Managing Events Workshop at
Ting San said it would be better if we come…
She said we could gain a lot of benefits if we came…
I come with Willa…
She cheat me…
She say must reach before 7.30…
Scare me only…
When we reach after 7.30 nobody care also…
8.00 only ask us to gather to mengambil kedatangan…
Then they tell us what to do and what not to do during the workshop…
We divided into 2 groups…
2 buses…
My jie got come…
Long time didn’t have a long chat with her liao…
She also studies in P4…
Same class with you…
She’s PKT…
Lolx…
She told me a lot of stories bout you…
The stories quite funny…
Our workshop lecturer was Cik Yati…
She’s a nice lady…
She made this workshop fun…
Although I was very sleepy and was going top fall asleep any moment…
She made us energized…
I didn’t feel sleepy anymore…
We took notes on how to manage events…
Yer…
My jie’s handwriting damn small wei…
Even smaller than mine…
I thought mine was small liao…
Cannot…
I mux write smaller than her…
Lolx…
Wu liao rite?
Prepare proposals…
And stuff…
She got me interested in events management…
To tell the truth,
I get interested in a course very easily…
Before this I wanted to study hotel management…
Thx to my cousin sis who is studying this now…
Then she divided us into groups of 8…
Gave us some materials and asked us to think of an event and design a poster…
We also had to think of the attractions for our event…
There were 10 groups in total…
My group was group no. 1…
Group members consisted of me, Ee Voon, Huey Shin, Shi Yan, Yoon Dong, Mun Heong, Mun Yee && Felicia…
Our event was 1001 Night…
It was a gathering for all librarians…
Shi Yan’s art is so damn nice…
The designs on the poster were done by her…
She’s so artistic…
So is Huey Shin…
Felicia too…
They were the main people who came out with the ideas…
Our attraction was J. K. Rowling would be coming…
Winners would get a set of Harry Potter books with her signature…
Our objective was for the librarians to gather and interact…
Then it was time for presentation…
I liked Jie Yi’s presentation…
Their event was for Prom Night…
I liked their way of presentation but even if I wanted to go I couldn’t go…
Cox their target audience is Form 5’s only…
Actually I liked the way Jie Yi presented…
She was so confident with herself…
I wish I was half like her…
I don’t really remember every group’s presentation…
I jux know Wei Ling’s group…
Group 10…
Their presentation went quite well…
Their event was Fashion Show…
Their target audience is kids and teenagers…
Then Hwee Yeen’s group…
Their presentation gave me a spooky feeling…
Their event was Halloween Night…
They turned off the lights…
For a scary effect…
Their main attraction was their activities…
They had their group members demonstrate some of the activities…
Death Kiss-- Jeslyn and Lin Foong kiss…
With a plastic in the middle la of cox…
Scary Draw-- Group members gathered in front then Khar Wei put her hand inside the plastic bag and I don’t know what she drew out…
She screamed…
Damn realistic her scream…
Then Anselm’s group’s event was Seek True Love…
It was held at
It was for singles and couples…
It was held in conjunction to Chinese New Year && Valentine’s Day…
They won a prize for the best presentation…
Kong Weng’s group’s event was a recycling campaign…
Their attraction was Lee Hom would be coming…
I can’t recall what other events there was…
Oh yeah…
Thought of 1…
Lovealicious…
Don’t know if I spelled wrongly…
This was Ting San’s group’s event…
Louise came up with the idea of a week long charity drive for her group event…
Their target audience would be general public…
They would be bringing the orphans to Sunway Lagoon on the last day of the charity drive…
There was 1 group that came up with the idea of a dinner…
I can’t really recall which group that was…
If I’m not mistaken,
Their attraction was everybody had to wear a mask…
Jie told me more stories on the way back…
Oh yeah…
I saw Wyn Yau in the canteen…
Not CHS canteen…
He studies in
Why are there so many ex CHS students in
Oh yeah…
I was very tired when I got back home…
But…
No choice…
Still had to go tuition…
I was almost going to sleep during tuition…
Even my teacher noticed…
Then when I reached home I fell asleep as soon as I got home…
Then Elly called me…
I said I very tired…
Then she hung up…
Then Kath called me…
She ask me to call Elly ask her wor…
I very lazy so I didn’t call Elly…
Elly called me…
She tell me something bout Jane de…
I ask her why hang up on me?
She say I hung up on her…
Yer…
Freaky incident AGAIN…
Hate it la…
Wei Ling called me too…
She changed her blog template…
Damn nice wei…
Love it…
She says she finally found a blogskin that I say it’s nice…
I got so shuai meh?
Never say her blogskin nice before?
Jie also told me you like a girl in your class…
She told me the name…
If I’m not mistaken,
The girl is very cute and pretty…
She has big eyes…
Damn cute…
Sunday
Today is the second time I woke up from a dream crying…
It’s always connected to my family…
Is there a possibility that dreams can be continued?
Like you dream until halfway then you woke up…
Then you continue your dream the next night?
Don’t really know what I talking bout liao…
I think everything that happens in life…
Happens for a reason…
I think…
Think only ah…
I am having these dreams to let me realize something…
Something that is important for me to know or I will suffer…
That important thing is…
No matter how much I love you?
If I chose to be together with you?
Believe it or not…
I would lose my feelings towards you in a few days time…
That’s minimum…
Maximum is a few weeks/months…
That’s what I think…
I don’t know…
&& I don’t want to know…
What’s done is done…
I can’t change the past…
Would you say if I was your gf now you would still love me as much as you did from the start?
Your feelings will never lessen?
I don’t think so…
You are the kind of guy that likes a guy for a while and then you will dump her…
That’s who you are…
You dare say I am wrong?
Even if I am wrong bout you…
At least there’s 1 thing I am certain…
I might lose feelings before you…
I am sure bout that…
That’s the way I am…
I don’t know why…
EVERYTIME…
I thought I really liked the guy…
But,
Who knew?
In the end I realized my feelings were less than I thought…
The difference was so big…
Why am I like this?
I really thought I could like someone for a long time…
Mayb that’s jux childish thinking…
The world is not as simple as we think…
My family is too important to me…
Maybe some people will think I am jux finding a reason for my actions…
For giving up on a chance to happiness…
For letting someone I love go…
But,
I really mean it when I say…
I don’t wanna make my mum angry anymore…
She’s not young…
I am her only daughter…
It’s only normal if she cares for me…
She wants me to concentrate on my studies for now…
If she didn’t care bout what I do?
Is she really my mum?
Mayb I am jux finding a reason for my own fault…
Who knows?
I sure don’t…
Maybe my family is right…
We shouldn’t be involved in any boy-girl relationship now…
Now is the time to study…
I think I should learn Amy…
Even if I like you,
No use rite?
You don’t like me…
So,
Since you are willing to be friends…
That’s fine with me…
Mayb being friends will be better?
Now my target is PMR…
As Elly says…
It won’t break your heart…
Lolx…
Swt wei…
Oh yeah…
Today saw a guy that looks like my friend…
Eye small small de….
Lolx…
Don’t wanna ignore Amy liao la…
Don’t wanna be so shuai liao…
I don’t know what class I should take next year…
My mum and dad both think I should choose science…
Cox if I study science there is a bigger scope of jobs for me to choose from…
Compared to arts la…
I think I still have feelings for you…
Not a lot…
A little…
I don’t know la…
I jux know I don’t regret my decision…
Cox,
The result would be the same…
I think?
I might still end up with a broken heart…
Or you end up with a broken heart?
Don’t know…
My heart feels lighter…
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